well, sort of
when I first heard this stuff I was completely taken aback, and all the things I thought I believed were replaced by actual knowing. the discovery of the laws of the Universe brought me elation and a sense of power I'd always been wanting. and nothing has changed except....
I really don't care about things like I used to. sure, I desire to have this or that, be in this position or that, have this happen or that. but even more important to me is the knowing of what I know and the application of it for no other purpose than to connect with my always-happy, creative, blissful higher self. yeah sure!!! :)
I think how I was in the past has a lot to do with it. I was never happy, always depressed, always worried, always feeling struggle, rejection, abandonment. always focusing on how much I hated where I was and how I was not fulfilling my potential. I had very few good experiences because my beliefs were so out of alignment with my core self
now to know that I create my own reality.... WOW! to understand all the reasons why I was the way I was. to know my own power and spiritual centre, and to have the capacity to create it at any moment... wow.
now I`m not sure if what I`ve experienced has made it easier to get to this place than someone who has had an ok or pretty good life, but I am grateful for it anyway
so the ironic thing about this is, the less I am caring about the stuff and caring more about my own state, the faster it`s coming!! I think about it for the fun of it, and live as the person I envision. I feel like I am caught between 2 realities in a blissful state of allowing. I`m actually excited about life and living.
I LOVE the feeling of no resistance. and THAT is my goal :)
please comment or share your own experience if you like
much love to you all!!