Hey guys, here is weird one, that I can't seem to put my finger on. I came off Face book for about 3 months, I permanently deleted my Face book profile. Now as of the other day I have sign back up on it and have uploads a few pictures have some family and friends that I know, and some people that I used to go school with...so far.
Now I am having a problem, I feel a negative feeling towards Face book, it's like I cant put my finger on why, but it's like I need to sort it out in my mind. Earlier I had the urge to wipe it off again completely! That feeling of getting rid of something completely, so it ain't in my life is what appealed to me deleting it in the first place. And I am not being funny I have been so much more happy and in alignment since I did. But now I have joined it again and it is bringing a lot of negative emotion for some reason.
It's like I keep changing it around, to try and make it just right. Like limit what people can see. Because there is apart of me that, feels like people are appearing into my life, when I would rather just do my own thing, with out people knowing what I am doing.
I have tried to do a positive aspect to change my mind so far I have got
I can keep in touch with friends.
I can keep in touch with my family.
It's a door so people can get in contact with me.
It's a door for opportunity's, networking, coming across information/things that will benefit me.
I have met various women though facebook, that would not have happened if I was not on facebook.
I can't seem to think of anything else.
The main reason I went back on it, so I get in contact with a few people that I didn't have there mobile number and sometimes it's easier to just send a message just to say hello then to ring them on the phone for no reason at all.
I thought I was inspired to join face book, because I had a really strong urge to do so. But now I seem to have this weird feeling, every time I go on there, I finding it hard to shift it. It's like I want it just the right way, so then I can become calm, settled.
I have been picking a choosing who to add and who I accept to add me. I have accepted some people, that I now regret. I feel that they are people that I have never spoke to or really ever will. The feeling of people looking at my profile, is like them looking at me and every move that I do. And there is a part of me that would rather just do my own thing, and live my own life, and have the people around me that are for my highest good! Yeah maybe it feels like people are in my life, through being on there, that would of not other wise came into my life with that which matched my vibration??
any thoughts guys! I feel awesome coming on here! I have no negative feeling what so ever, and I write personal blogs and everything! lol.