Neondragonfly

Today at work was an awful day. I was extra stressed, very loud and rude. I have lots of work to do and kept feeling like others were shirking their duties which then rolled on for me to do. ARGH! (Not doing well on this goal) I want to do better tomorrow.

By the time I got home i was feeling a lot better, although when I got in through the front door, it felt really weird without my husband around. Almost as if I walked into the wrong house (luckily it was not - probably…

It's been a few days since I've made an entry blog or video wise.

So today I have decided to do a quick blog to account for the days missed:

Season 1: Day 4

Goal 1: Quit Smoking

Amount smoked: 10 (5 more than usual). Had a very stressful day at work.

Goal 2: Keep the dishes under control.

Following a bad day at work I was exhausted and quite frankly felt like I couldn't be bothered to do the dishes and…

Goal of the day: Make a video blog.

I wanted to do my first video blog today but I felt so weird in front of the camera! Plus I seem to sound like a 12 year old girl when I play it back to myself. Drives me crazy and it's embarrassing! I have deleted 2 shoots already! Maybe I should give it a rest and try just blogging instead!

Well, naturally, me being me, I tried to start something good with myself (creating a profile on CCOR) and then not going through with it all. Perhaps it's fear of failing, perhaps it's laziness, who knows?

But, almost a year on and I'm feeling inspired to starting again with the good intentions to change my life for the better in all aspects.

Since last October 2009 (when I created this profile) there has been two big changes in my life that I'm very proud…