I am currently on the Border of Laos. it is very differnt here. for one, they dont speak Thai they speak lao, 2 i dont have running water which makes showering, brushing my teach and using the toilet very eventful. i am trying to keep my spririts up but my frustrations and the challenging situations are getting me down. i just spend 8hrs today in hopes of getting a fligth to go to New Zealand. my sponsor and i have both been having difficult times making this happen. i some how or another…Continue
I had a hard day today. I just really struggled with being homesick. I am so in love with my fiance and he is not deployed right now so its hard on me to be away when he is in the states. I talked to my girlfriend and one of them told me that as long as i she has known me that iv talked about wanting to be a fighter then to get a name for myself and use it to raise money for charity. she reminded me that i have come so far just to walk away now cause im a little…Continue
just finished a massive journey. I flew from denver-LA-Hong Kong-phuket. left on friday evening the 28th and arrived here on sunday the 30h. what a trip.
im excited to go to NZ and start my career. i really feel it is going to take off. i just cant wait to start making a difference
today i finished day one of loading for my hcg. one more day of loading to do.
tomorrow my intentions are:
1. meditate on: where my wedding should be and if i…Continue
I am currently in Colorado loving being with my fiance. it is so nice to be able to spseak english again. its amazing the things you take for granted once you dont have them. This friday i fly back to thailand. its bitter sweet for me. i love that i get to train and i love thailand. i just like being with my bloke and dog so much, not to mention american food and my friends.
I had a long talk with my bloke about my career and where i need to be to get the best training. ideally, i…Continue