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I have been in such a great mood, feeling really awesome about losing 6lbs in a week and just all in all about the life around me. So why is it out of the blue I get side-swiped by the universe and we are back to where we were just three years ago. I don't want to go down that road again but something tells me I need to do that, more changes need to be made or I need out. I'm not going to let this derail me from losing the weight but I need a lot of patience and understanding sent my way.… Continue

I know I haven't blogged in a LONG time, a lot happened since the last time I did. Lets just say all the bad places the hubby was going stopped, he banned himself and has never looked. I'm very happy! The two of us reconnected and drew our family back together as one.But while doing this we did a lot of things outdoors, which meant we ate out a LOT. In short, I got FAT and last year a relative posted a picture of me at a family funeral online, they never meant to hurt me but it was a wake up…

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Well ladies and gentlemen, I'm here and back. I took a bit of time off as I was knee deep in college and trying to stay focused since this is a first time with me. Plus the last post was about a broken heart, but just to inform everyone he banned himself from the awful place so now there is no issue on that level. Instead we've been hanging out together as a family and just enjoying. Over the weekend we flew kites and kids rode bikes, it was a nice break.



I passed Math with an A,… Continue

Okay the truth is, it didn't. He did it again, my thoughts aren't anger, resentment, sadness. I realize there's nothing. If I had a heart towards this I think it would shatter in a million pieces. It's strange because in all the months past when this would happen I'd be angry, mad, sad, heartbroken and cry. Here I am focusing on what the universe has taught me. I know it is here for me and I'll live through this. I must now move forward and on with life.



I thank the universe for the… Continue

Talk about a whirlwind. Okay first I can't recall which is upstream or downstream so I'll let you tell me. But whatever I'm on is GREAT! It's this happiness that fills you up to the point you feel you might burst with rays of sunshine. There's a warmth that surrounds me too, so much I can't sleep without the fan on. Some might call that aging but I know it is something more. I feel I'm totally being watched and that's fine as I know it is the universe… Continue