I'm a student and full-time employee in the nonprofit sector. I'm also a member of a sorority and a volunteer at church. I'm in a committed relationship and I have to, in some ways, take care of my family; all in the midst of studying for the LSAT and seeking to go to cosmetology school for make-up. Needless to say, much of time is not spent on self-development! At least not in a way that is specific to my personal and internal (and in this case external) growth and development. I'm often stressed, exhausted and high strung. I never have time to focus on my personal goals, which in turn has led to a very negative way of thinking, self-doubt, apathy, cynicism and ultimately, a hidden lack of confidence and self-esteem. Because of past failures with weight loss, I have limited myself in terms of my capabilities. I have let myself down so much, that it hurts too much to keep trying. In the end, I end up BELIEVING that I JUST CAN'T DO IT. And eventually accepting that as my unchangeable reality. At some point, I lost control of my abilitiy to manifest my own destiny. I've taken a back seat in coordinating my future, and not relinquished to opportunity to serve with God as a co-pilot in my life journey. (I don't even have the faith and perseverance to let him take full control anymore!)
But NOT anymore!
I'm giving it God. Believing, desiring and manifesting the desires of my heart with all the things that he already placed in side of me: faith, perseverance, persistence, confidence, love, strength, courage and wisdom.
I desire to lose 100lbs by Dec. 31, 2010 at 11: 59p.m., but I need the motivation and determination to do so. I also want to be diligent in saving money, creating and maintaining my own personal space at home, and clearing up my credit card debt. I'm new to the Law of Attraction, and was put on by my best friend Staisha who swears by it. I'm open to trying something new and I'm ready for a change. I have to regain control of my life.
February 1, 2010
Intentions & Goals:
1. Lose 40lbs; get under 300lbs by April 27th. (Current weight: 335)
2. Save at least $700 and have my credit cards paid off; a debt of over $5,000.
3. A clean room; develop my home to be comfortable with personal space and accessibility; a space where I can study and have ample personal time and space.
Vision Board, Journalography (Video Journal), Blogging, Journaling, Gratitude Journal, Reading, Fitness, Meditation, Affirmations, Creating intentions, Participating in seminars, Brainstorming, Masterminding, Take 100% responsibility for my life, More
(¯`´•.¸ ¸.•´´¯ `,+.*`,+♥. I wish for you lots of love ’ *..`’ °´..`’ °´.*’ °´..`’ °´.´♥ Warm memories to share ___####___#### .-.´.+` ´°♥ May you always find some comfort _##____#_#____##`,+.*.*´.°♥ In knowing others care #_______#________# `+.*`.° ♥ May you always have your health #_____LOVE_______# `,+.*`..♥ And a home to keep you warm _#______________.# `,+.*`,+.*♥ The love of friends and family __#____________# `,+.*`,°*`’ °♥ Protection from all harm _____#_______# `,+.*`,+.*`,+.♥,*.*. * . ** . *.*,*.*. * . ** . *.* _______#___# `,+.*`,+.*`,+.*♥ My wish for you is harmony _________# `,+.*`,+.*`,+.*`♥ And all your dreams come true ’ *..`’ °´..`’ °´.*’ °´..`’ °´..`.♥ The riches of lifes pleasures ’ *..`’ °´..`’ °´.*’ °´..`’ °`.♥Made special just for you!!!
H A P P Y N E W Y E A R F A B U L O U S C O ~ C R E A T O R!!!
_________________* ________________Hello _______________I Have ______________Come Here _____________To Wish You ____________Merry Christmas ___________And Also, A Happy __________New Year To You For _________2011... I Hope The New ________Year Brings You Loads Of _______Happiness And Good Health. _____I Hope You Have A Woonderful ____Christmas Day, Filled With Lots Of ___Love, Laughter and unending JOY!!! __Enjoy the many new blessings you are _Creating a wonderful and abundant year with EVERYTHING you imagine coming true! _______________XXXXXXXX _______________XXXXXXXX _______________XXXXXXXX _______________XXXXXXXX
(¨`·.·´¨) .......Enjoy a day full of love, laughter
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)*..*.★.*★ *. *..*.★.- - - - - - *★*.*..*.★
(¨`·.·´¨)¸.· ...and all the joy your heart can hold!
`·.¸.·´......*..*.★.*★ *. *..*.★.*- *.*..*★*.*..*.★