Haven't been able to update so much due to an unstable availability of interweb.
Now I'm in a wee latvian village library, going to let y'all know about how grateful and happy I am here. Spending time with the grandparents for the first time in seven years is a real blessing and I am amazed at this manifestation of mine.
This is what I have been waiting for for years and now life is finally turning round. Honestly life is all changing…Continue
I have decided to restart. I am now at the beginning of my second season I guess, I stopped halfway in my first season. I didn't have a reason. I won't call it laziness. I just stopped doing my practices.
Now I'm back, with more faith and enthusiasm.
I am on day two.
My practices include:
Blog or at least come to this website to update once a week.
I am deciding to not pressure…Continue
Last night I was in tears for some reason... I feel like I am going through a transformation, stuff is being uncovered and released and it's all out of my hands. Yesterday I felt like I just want to be able to release and let go of trying, but then I end up trying to not try and it's all very frustrating.
But then I awoke this morning, and I wrote my stuff. I breathed and went into the day knowing all is well. All is well. When I thought that I was doing things wrong, that I am not…Continue
I've been thinking of this whole thing(100 day challenge)...and I feel like a failure.
I have these simple simple little practices and I haven't been doing them. I want to know why I haven't been doing them! Can I not just breath in the morning? Is it too hard for me to write for a few minutes!? Is it too hard for me to do a little bit of yoga and meditation!!?
It's not that hard. I am free all day and I choose to fill myself with food and lay by the laptop. I feel…Continue