Whew, I am not the person I used to be.
So--Monday was my birthday and someone very important to me did not wish me a happy birthday. She was unhappy with a choice I had made, and as a result, I didn't hear from her on my birthday. We are very close, so naturally I was upset. This is kind of a pattern with her....when I don't do something she likes, I usually get 'temporarily cut off'. I wonder about this kind of behavior.
Topic 2: I hear lots of people on this site talking…Continue
This song has had a profound effect on my life...please take a listen:
"Details In The Fabric"
Jason Mraz (feat. James Morrison)
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling on your threads
And breaking yourself up
If it's a broken…Continue
After my meltdown on the homefront last week....I think allowing myself to feel EVERYTHING has been amazing. I have been realizing what got me to the unfeeling place that I was in. It's amazing how your defenses can build to the point where you are shielded from so many things---people, etc. I have imploded over the years and my circle of close friends shrank. I didn't trust....I felt like people would judge me for being me. Wow. I didn't realize that all of this was going on with me. I am…Continue