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I am a seeker.....funny thing is, I am not sure what I am searching for. I know that I am hungry for a deeper level of spirituality.....and a sense of peace. I am also feeling like I am not doing what my life purpose I'm stuck.
I am 39 years old and I have a 5 year old daughter. I live with my significant other and my daughter in MD.
Season 1
Starting Date:
January 4, 2012
Intentions & Goals:
Develop a sense of peace
Discover and expand on my life purpose; feeling stuck in my job....know there's more out there for me.
Heal my body from various discomforts....most specifically Multiple Sclerosis
Make new friends
Tap into my heart center more deeply
Blogging, Reading, Fitness, Meditation, Creating intentions

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Day 42: Shakin' things up

Posted on February 17, 2012 at 8:51am 1 Comment

Whew, I am not the person I used to be.

So--Monday was my birthday and someone very important to me did not wish me a happy birthday. She was unhappy with a choice I had made, and as  a result, I didn't hear from her on my birthday. We are very close, so naturally I was upset. This is kind of a pattern with her....when I don't do something she likes, I usually get 'temporarily cut off'. I wonder about this kind of behavior.

Topic 2: I hear lots of people on this site talking…



Posted on February 3, 2012 at 1:45pm 0 Comments

I will be 40 years old in 10 days!!!!!

Details in the Fabric

Posted on January 30, 2012 at 12:00pm 1 Comment

This song has had a profound effect on my life...please take a listen:


"Details In The Fabric"

Jason Mraz (feat. James Morrison)

Calm down

Deep breaths

And get yourself dressed instead

Of running around

And pulling on your threads

And breaking yourself up

If it's a broken…


Day 25: Grateful

Posted on January 30, 2012 at 11:45am 0 Comments

After my meltdown on the homefront last week....I think allowing myself to feel EVERYTHING has been amazing. I have been realizing what got me to the unfeeling place that I was in. It's amazing how your defenses can build to the point where you are shielded from so many things---people, etc. I have imploded over the years and my circle of close friends shrank. I didn't trust....I felt like people would judge me for being me. Wow. I didn't realize that all of this was going on with me. I am…


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At 11:09pm on January 11, 2012, Haley MacIntyre said…

Hey, I'm glad you found the link 'do as one' helpful... its a pretty fun website isnt it? 

I was reading your some of your blog + intentions... and I'm glad you're searching and seeking, trying new ways of doing things like meditating... sometimes i feel like our life purpose is probably most effective when we're specifically doing 'this' line of work or 'that' type of service... but then i kind of wonder if maybe our lifes purpose is simply a way of being... in any situation we find ourselves in. I'm currently in limbo land as far as finding a job right now, but I feel like maybe a life purpose is simply bringing light to everything we do, whatever job we work at. It's something we can do throughout the entire day, at work, at home... wherever we find ourselves.

not sure why I thought I should ramble on... I guess mostly I just wanted to say glad you liked the link and welcome to CCOR!

At 2:29pm on January 4, 2012, Blossoming Beauty said…

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(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•Welcome to a wonderful journey!  May it be filled with much love, much laughter and MUCH MUCH JOY!


At 12:45pm on January 4, 2012, Crisou said…

Hi Mildred,

I've been pondering on your blog.  It's amazing how much I do understand your feeling.  Passion is so important and same is security especially when you're a mum. 

Why can't we get both?  We should and we DESERVE it.  Let's keep on searching!!! 


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