Phynix Bell's Page

I try and i try and i try to make this all work. I have changed my thoughts, I understand that the universe provides for those how ask and think positively... but thing are really out of hand. I have gone through enough in this life already... when WHEN is it all going to fall into place. I am SO sick and tired of living life, just hanging on by the skin of my teeth. I HAVE TURNED SO MUCH AROUND, CHANGED SO MUCH.... DOESN'T THE UNIVERSE HEAR ME!!!!! HELLO??????? I NEED HELP!!!! THIS CHAOS NEEDS… Continue

I just discovered my worst place of lacking.... I can't even say money is what is what I worry for most... it may be worried about,,, but there is always money coming and going... and the flow is growing to. So what is it? It is lack of having a dog in my life.



I don' t know how many people can understand this. But I just adore dogs, so much so that they know it and do everything I ask of them. This is shy they are my favorite subject to photograph. I love thieir unconditional love.… Continue

This is the toughest time for me to remain present. When much pain infested my abdomen. Most to most ladies as 'cramps'! lol



mine have made me go blind from pain in the past.... seriously I was curled up in a ball on the floor of my parents home and could not see!.



For many year i was on medication to relieve me of this, But for the last year or so i have not been on them. Wanting to deal with the pain, over come it, understand it. Instead of just telling it to "shut up"… Continue

today I am very thankful for my fridge full of food. Things have been tough of late, but not horrible... and as it turned out the last 3 days my hubby and I have gotten down to 'less' then bare bones in our fridge and cupboards. It was something that I have never really had before... I have 'had' to go shopping,,, but there was food in the house, just nothing i really wanted to eat. This time.... the was nothing to eat.



In addition to this i have a little story to tell. Yesturday I… Continue

I admit to not posting as of late, but I am aways doing my best to manifest a positive reality.



Its funny how things go. Just 2 years ago i was a living a very negative life. Wondering what possible purpose i had here... nothing ever went well for me. I was very unhappy, I had a number of very unhappy and negative people around me. Now that has all changed.



My life is filled with many positive people. And i have changed my thinking so much that am now starting to attract… Continue