I have a fear that haunts me daily. It is based upon a mistake I made in the past that I am still dealing with the consequences of... but the fear is immobilizing me.
The fear is so bad that I every noise makes me jump, and I am terrified of someone answering the door.
I can't go through life with this fear hanging over my head... so today I am going to set my intention for releasing this fear, and then focus on finding ways to heal this past wound and let the fear go once and…Continue
I've been here before.
January 1st and I are old friends who seem to part ways within a couple of months. It's not that January 1st did anything to me ... oh no... the problem is with **gasp** ME!
I am a commitment phobic.
I start things but never finish them. I make the proverbial New Year's resolution and it runs screaming out the door by February. I set goals, make plans, fill in a whole years worth journal entries in one month with tales of my "progress" only to push…Continue
Ok. I admit that I am a bit ignorant on this 11.11 thing but when it seems to start happening you... well it kinda makes you go "WTF!? if up with that!?"
Since watching Lilou's video about starting a new season on January 1, 2012 I have had this 11.11 popping up every where. It either comes as "11 11" or "111". It all started with a comment I got on a YouTube video of mine and it was posted at 11:11 pm until the latest incident of looking at the clock yesterday and having it say,…Continue
I have to admit that I am getting anxious for January 1, 2012. There seems to be an excitement in the air from many people around the world... as if we are stepping into a shifting that will change everything.
I can see how certain things in my life are preparing for this shifting. I am gaining more clarity about what things I want to set as intentions, things I want to ALLOW myself to enjoy and things that need re-evaluation.
The shifting has also brought perspective on taking…Continue