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Hmm I keep getting messages about something... I have been stuck in my life, but I think the angels that were given to me are trying to tell me something. I am just trying to keep my eyes and my ears open, and trying to stay on the positive vibes, so that I can get it this time.

Do you ever feel as if it's so difficult to find friends who are on the same level as you? I guess my point is that especially in college living a life without drinking or dating it's difficult to find people to just talk to... People don't like being honest. It's hard to find people who don't live distraction by distraction, seeing how far they can go before they have to actually deal with any internal things.





Anyway... ha I think that's enough complaining for now.. I'll…

While living at home and trying to get through college I have been thinking about this a lot. Its not always easy to go against the flow and have no friends in Wisconsin. I tend to go through these emotions almost every day that make me feel as if Im not here for a purpose, but, if that were true I wouldn't be here on this earth today!





I believe that there is a purpose for things happening that is preparing each person for where they are needed either now or in the future.…

Sometimes I feel as if im just not going to make it, almost as if I have to create something out of complete nothingness. I wonder how many people feel like they dont have the resources  or the foundation to make what they are being pulled to make in their life. I'll do my best to remember that everything in life is a process, and what external situation im in right now or ever was in does not define my spirit. What defines my spirit is the direction I choose to go in and what brings true…