I've often had an issue with arriving on time for appointments. I also have felt a surprising amount of resistance doing chores, or working in general beyond a certain point. While I used to condemn this as simple laziness, I'm beginning to understand there's a part of me that DOES want to get things done, but on it's own terms. When ever I feel forced to do something, a childish voice inside shouts 'you can't make me do it!' and resists the action like only a rebellious child can. I am…Continue
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 31, 2017 at 7:08am — No Comments
My wife and I took my 3-yr old nephew out to Ripley's Aquarium yesterday for his birthday. I was unfortunately feeling very out of sorts, having been sick all last week, and I hadn't gotten enough sleep the night before. There's nothing like a kid who's full of awe to change your mood though, so I put on my best face and we ended up having a pretty good time. The 3-hr nap afterwards felt great too :)
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 30, 2017 at 2:55pm — No Comments
Sunday woke up late and was taking care of a Brazilian student so I had less time for myself.
Anyway today I caught up. My intentions for today looking for work focus on angels. start meditation.
My affirmations for today
I am lucky
Everyday in every way I get better,healthier,…Continue
Added by STEPHANE on January 30, 2017 at 6:00am — No Comments
DONT HAVE MUCH TIME TODAY, PICKING UP A FRIENDS FRIEND AT HEATHROW. NOT USED TO GET UP SO EARLY. SHOCK TO SYSTEM
TODAY MAIN FOCUS, PICKING UP, MASSAGE AND VISIT
Added by STEPHANE on January 28, 2017 at 1:42am — No Comments
Finished my second course on Lynda.com yesterday - this one on online market fundamentals. I learned a lot about how to measure the success of my website, and look forward to delving even deeper into analytics in future courses :)
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 27, 2017 at 9:49am — No Comments
Last night was very cold and went to bed late therefore got up late . But in my craziness discovered good videos plus did a a ritual to manifest money. - which I love-
Also discovered a prayer to win at scratch card
LORD GOD FATHER UNIVERSE
IF IT SHOULD BE YOUR WILL PLEASE CONTINUE TO PROVIDE FOR ME.
I AM IN GREAT FINANCIAL NEED .
IF IT SHOULD BE YOUR WILL PLEASE PERMIT ME TO WIN A BIG AMOUNT OF MONEY AT SCRATCHCARDS.
WHEN YOU PROVIDE ME WITH A…Continue
Added by STEPHANE on January 27, 2017 at 6:40am — No Comments
Yesterday, I finally got started on something I've been procrastinating about for months - fixing up my website! I'm going for a more minimal theme, something that's slick, gives you what you're looking for and nothing else. I even managed to type up some new copy for the homepage.
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 26, 2017 at 9:08am — No Comments
Yesterday painted a nice paintingWIN_20170125_211656.JPG
I also listened and watched angel stuff. And connected with the angels
Discovered Hoodoo candles that are consciousness lit for 7 days days . found a cheap website in France L'ange de gaia
Today will concentrate on removing from my cupboard what I dont want and need. and clean the floor
Found a parayer…Continue
Added by STEPHANE on January 26, 2017 at 6:17am — No Comments
One thing I've learned over and over, is that people cannot be told what to do - if they are really going to change, they must come to their own conclusions. My wife helps me remember that regularly ;) Yesterday she was feeling depressed with her health problems, and trouble at work. Instead of making suggestions like I used to, I simply asked questions about what was bothering her specifically, with a few examples of how I'd gotten through similar challenges myself. To be honest, I don't…Continue
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 25, 2017 at 12:55pm — No Comments
Today is sunny and warmer than it was.
Yesterday been a little bit of a reflective day did the mundane things by going to the council to let them know my situation. Asked if I could buy my property. Maybe I could have a 70% off the price. So Happy. I need to read the small print though.
Found many prayers and did my Angel research especially about kabbalah's angels.…Continue
I have a lot to do this week, and it was bothering me a lot yesterday. I kept trying to plan ahead, even though I'd already written everything I needed to do and when in my organizer. I resolved to let myself enjoy the day. Most of it was spent hanging out with friends, and it was a relief to let myself relax and be myself around them. I started and finished the day with a meditation to classical music. There were some stressful moments, but I got a lot more time to recharge than I normally…Continue
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 23, 2017 at 3:08pm — No Comments
STILL FROSTY OUTSIDE, SLEPT WELL, WOKE UP AND LISTENED TO lOUISE HAY MEDITATION.
Today one of my ex student asked me over to his country he wanted to pay for my journey, felt blessed
discovered an angel course I find ok.
inetntion for the day walk and define goals and objectives.
Added by STEPHANE on January 23, 2017 at 5:42am — No Comments
So tomorrow I have a plan of scoping out my ideal job rather than simply look online at the job. I want to experience the feeling of commuting to my ideal job as if I already have it. Maybe I'll even take a peek inside. Going to snap a photo rain or shine.
Added by Stacey P. on January 22, 2017 at 5:41pm — No Comments
tODAY IT IS ALL FROSTY DOWN HERE. I THINK SOME OF THe FLOWERS WONT RESIST.
I do hate these capitals letters...
Today I will focus on walking and writing down my goals.
I have started to describe th relationship I woudl like in broad terms
i AM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE LOVE PARTNER AND MY LIFE LOVE PARTNER IS HAPPY WITH ME. wE LIVE EACH MOMENT AND UNDERSTAND ITS SIGNIFICANCE. WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER . wE ARE CONNECTING TO EACH OTHER. THE ANGELS…Continue
Added by STEPHANE on January 22, 2017 at 6:14am — No Comments
fEELNG GOOD . YESTERDAY i MET SOMEONE WHO i HAD BEEN CROSSED WITH AND WE PATCHED THINGS UP.
MY HOUSE FEELS GOOD TOO. NEW FEEL. IT HAD BEEN EMPTIED, i DID SOME OF THE CUPBOARDS AND GAVE STUFF AWAY.
DID XMAS BLESSING SANTA FELT GOOD. i LOVE DOING THIS . I THINK I MA GONNA DO IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
INTENTION FOR TODAY ; FOCUS ON WALK , BEING CONSCIOUS AND GO TO EXHIBITION
Added by STEPHANE on January 21, 2017 at 5:38am — No Comments
VERY busy day yesterday - meetings, travel, lessons, a studio social... It was exhausting. I managed as best I could, and even had a good conversation with a prospective student at the end. The secret that kept me from 'tapping out' was to take little meditative moments when I could. I played classical music through my laptop during meals. I consciously relaxed my body and mind on bus rides. It gave me just enough energy to make it through the evening.
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 20, 2017 at 10:13am — No Comments
Yesterday had a strange day , nothing seems to work, what I had planned half worked. So stayed indoors and watched videos on raising vibrations and discovered in the midst something that made sense to me
Retirement does not make sense as we are here to serve, waiting to retire makes no sense when we stop serving money stops, health stops.
So just need to find a job to get me serving . Today will find a job.
Intention trying to focus on what I want the money I…Continue
Added by STEPHANE on January 20, 2017 at 5:20am — No Comments
As part of my renewed discipline in refocusing my mind towards what I wish to invite into my life, I've continued with with work on my website. Yesterday, I began sorting through new themes to revamp the appearance, something I've been shy about doing for a while. Once I got started however, the old excitement came rushing back and I had no trouble finding several possible options. I just need to wait for my files to back up and I'll be ready to give the site the make-over it needs.
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 19, 2017 at 10:11am — No Comments
Slept very well.
Yesterday was given a £5 pounds notes with a serial number worth something between 50 and 5,000 pounds. Will see
Today my intention is to walk and to read a book that helped people a lot, …Continue
Added by STEPHANE on January 19, 2017 at 5:25am — No Comments
A lot of mental ups and downs lately but nothing to intense. I am very optimistic and continue to enjoy each day. Yesterday I cut my finger trying to fix my belt and was so grateful to find a band aide.
Job searching can be so funny. I got a rejection letter from a job that said they are looking for candidates who live in the area. Cleary the computer system or the person glancing at my resume skipped the top header that read out my location. I…Continue