Yesterday I broke a promise to myself. I started playing video games, something I've managed to avoid doing for over a year and a half. I've found them so addictive in the past, but by the end of the day and after checking in with myself, I realized they no longer had as much power over me as they once did. Normally I would want to get right back at it today, but the desire has left me. I've seen too much of my time lost to it to take that path again. So, I renew my promise, to continue to…Continue
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 18, 2017 at 9:44am — No Comments
TODAY IS FROSTY.
no heating.no hot water.
Being a Xmas blessing father and going to Loughton to see my friend are my 2 intentions today .
YESTERDAY won £30 ...and managed to buy what i wanted feel so happy.
love me love u
Added by STEPHANE on January 18, 2017 at 6:30am — No Comments
One of the benefits of coming to terms with your own broken-ness is you become more understanding of the broken-ness of others. Yesterday I had a lesson with a student I normally find very stressful and frustrating, but I was able to set those feeling aside, because I realized she was just another scared woman who often doesn't feel in control of her life situation. She ended up feeling comfortable enough to open up a bit, which allowed me to be there for her. I love the feeling of being…Continue
I have woken up to the sunlight .
main intention today go top forest and book shop to hear about angels.
LOVU LOVE ME
Went to the shaman workshop where bunches of old hippies were gathered. Did not think much of it. However, I had healing and it felt as if there had been a kind of something moving on inside.
As a consequence slept like a baby.
Today concentrating on this technique http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VolCcNFHbPM
applied with job , feeling good. And cleaned my clothes.
Added by STEPHANE on January 16, 2017 at 9:00am — No Comments
WANTED TO SLEEP MORE BUT i DECIDED TO GET U BECAUSE i MA GOING TO A SHAMAN WORK SHOP.
I am gonna see my friends there . My intention is to have fun and to learn something..
Sensual and sexual intimate partner when being together is what I desire, realised that after had spoken with Louisa. Not just sexual.
a mood reader and changer would be good.
LOVU, LOVE ME
Added by STEPHANE on January 15, 2017 at 4:48am — No Comments
I had a strange kind of night waking up often. May be because yesterday was offered a job that interest me. I just need to apply now.
Did chakra clearing mediations yesterday . need to do more of these so I am more balanced.
Today I am giving a massage and see if I coudl do the workshop in Harley street. I am also gonna go to a friends' exhibition.
Will see after that buy some shopping.
LOVU, LOVE ME
Added by STEPHANE on January 14, 2017 at 4:55am — No Comments
I have period where I get very restless and stressed. However, for reasons I don't yet understand, I often feel uncomfortable dancing in response to this, even though it seems like a viable way to shake off the feeling. Yesterday, I finally made myself do it. I felt it was helpful, though I ended up running around a lot that day, so I'm not sure how much.
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 13, 2017 at 10:22am — No Comments
Woke up and a carpet of snow carpeted the ground. Feel purification is in the air. Breathing better.
yesterday wanted to do a chakra clearing mediattion; I did not but found THE 28 day prosperity prayer, which is awesome, and some affirmation s from Marie Diamond and got given a wifi code so that my computer coudl still work.
Today will do a bit of cleaning and go for a walk in the snow. Get the sexy me back on track
LOVE YOU LOVE ME
Added by STEPHANE on January 13, 2017 at 5:30am — No Comments
I just want to say that a couple new students went to the front desk after my group class and said they were 'very impressed' with my lesson :) Yay!
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 12, 2017 at 9:48am — No Comments
Yesterday was walking down the forest when I had a message there end then: I am happy. No need to struggle no need to force things. I am happy.
I met 2 interesting people and had a surprising visitor.
I know when u are happy things flow. Won £5 on scratchcard as well.
My aim for today is to seek for work and to do some chakra clearing to vibrate at the right vibrations.
LOVE YOU LOVEME
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A good way to start the day is with a good hot cup of cocoa and mini marshmallows. I am definitely not going to be posting every single day but I am off to a good start so I'm sharing.
Lately I've started to notice that so many people work in the film industry in some way. Its refreshing to see that there are so many opportunities besides sitting at my computer day after day applying and applying. Anyone have a job manifesting trick to help?
Life is smooth. Each…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on January 11, 2017 at 12:06pm — No Comments
I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing these days, and I don't dare think too closely about it. My faith in the power of thought has been shaken over the past month - I wonder if my cerebral approach to many facets of my life hasn't created more misery than it's taken away. I'm looking for something, or waiting for something, I'm not sure which. I'm doing as little as possible, in order to try and feel what it is I WANT to do. The best I can say at this point, is it feels like something is…Continue
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Today it is sunny ,the birds are singing and I see some of the bulbs I planted earlier on in the season growing.
Today I have just watched http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UK_8vp8PTic
which is a daily 15 min affirmation pack full video to get more abundant designed y Deepak Chopra. I alos had time to browse on pin intersest and go from sexy men to pomeranian to South of France Languedoc Rousillon and…Continue
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It is raining today . I woke up feeling motivated though. I am on the verge of changing my life.
For these 100 days I aim to decide who what and where I want my lover to come from, and meet some dates. Do some visualisations and practice the law of attraction.
In parallel, I am also working on my body and lifestyle. I am doing a candida diet to lose my…Continue
For months, we've had a cfl light that's been leaning against the wall, taking up space. I finally got sick of it yesterday and took a bus to the nearest waste depot. The whole wall looks less cluttered now :)
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 5, 2017 at 10:06am — No Comments
One of my dance students is very hard on herself - she's always pointing out the flaws in her dancing and brushing off her strong points.Yesterday I managed to get her into a positive place simply by refusing to acknowledge her negativity. For every criticism she used, I pointed out how she'd improved, or at least refocused on what to try next. It was wonderful to see her confidence finally come up and start celebrating some of her progress.
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on January 4, 2017 at 9:45am — No Comments