May 2012 Blog Posts (224)

My goals are set, my commitment is set and I have set of to meet my goals.

Greetings my Beautiful CCOR Family !!! I haven't blogged on here in so long that I don't even remember what day I'm on... so sad... but there are calendars and I shall discover my place on here again. Well, I came on today because I promised a couple of people that I would start to write. I've been so lazy in writing lately. My spring semester at school ended about 2 weeks ago and now for the summer, I really and truly just want to find my love, my passion, my creative outlet... so I thought…

Here's something new ... You can think with your own head ... you don't need people teaching you how to live your life better and what is more, you don't need to pay them to start living a better life!

Now don't start attending seminars and so on, go out, enjoy nature, enjoy talking and socializing with other people and learn how to be happy by yourself.

♥♥I LOVE MY LIFE♥♥

am sooo happy today....am soo thrilled with me..and my life....LIFE, is ~…

hello co-creators!!!!!!!!

my season 1 just ended on  may 29. And it was beautiful experience. Due to busy schedule, i couldnt take much benefit or say was not able to manifest what i've desired, but it was just season 1st and i've learned many different techniques and will try in season 2. I think being a part of this season itself a wonderful & memorable experience throughout the life. So, i 've just written My Goal list, My like list, My Gratitude list and ready for season 2.…

I think I am confusing my grey matter a little today. I have spent most of the day, searching for domain names that might be relevant to something I want to write about. The one I really wanted costs $1,500. Bit shocking, but there is no way I can fritter that kind of money away on a maybe. I looked at others, but nothing stuck. So then I started making notes for a writing project I would like to embark on. You see my problem is this, everything I have ever read about the LOA and…

Why do I love the little pink lamp with the fringe that hangs way down? What about the cute, short, wavy 1920’s hairstyles – Yes, I love them lots. Hearing the French language makes me melt. Oui, mon amie, pour sûr. Bracelets – I have to have them.

The sound of the harpsichord nearly brought tears to my eyes the first time I heard it on the AM channel. At that time, I did not even know what the instrument was. I remember the moment I heard it as a child. I am sitting on the floor of…

“If you want something you’ve never had, you must be willing to do something you’ve never done.” ~ Thomas Jefferson

Kindness is so important...I've felt it the last couple of days.

As you know I'm living with no power,my kids are with me during the day and at night I drop them off at my moms apartment. It hasn't been easy,but this contrast has given me…

“Why am I compelled to write? Because the writing saves me from this complacency I fear. Because I have no choice. Because I must keep the spirit of my revolt and myself alive. Because the world I create in the writing compensates for what the real world does not give me. By writing I put order in the world, give it a handle so I can grasp it. I write because life does not appease my appetites and hunger. I write to record what others erase…

I am SOOO grateful. I had intended on manifesting $1k by Friday, and it came today (Thursday). Out of the blue, on a project I was working on. I did not expect to be paid yet. The guy was so happy he said, you are so great, I will cut you a check today...and it was for over $1k...

I had been meditating every day for 30 min, using this program by Dick Sutphen. I recommend just about all of the tapes on this site. The program is Called…

I do accept my wishes as they are. I visualize them and I am persistent.

I do know that there is only One Source of Thought in the whole Universe.

All my attention is focused in my wishes and I know how to control my mind in order to align it with The Mind.

I just put energy in them and let them go to become real.

1. 1.      Remove all obstacles to feel 24/7 the Oneness with God.


Heart breathing helps me very much when it…

I had forgotten how much I like writing. Today, I rewrote a chapter that bothered me. I'm so happy of the result. I understood why I haven't done it before. It's simply because I hadn't all the informations I needed.

My novel is talking a lot about "my philosophy" and those last months with the CCOR I have reinforced my knowledge, my commitment to my spirituality. Now, I am ready, absolutely ready (you're right Helene!).

I…

So here I go to the bank with my big smile , my proof of full employment and my best clothes.

I was brought up thinking it was all about appearances. You have to pretend to be such and such because you don't want to be judged. If you look serious , then you must be a serious person. I was wearing my best  shirt from the local charity shop haha.

I don't know where this pretend thing comes from. I tend to believe ( although I know it's completely untrue) that smart people can't…

Hi there. 

This week is busy going. I forgot a meeting and I see I plan to much in my calendar. That is a sign to do one thing at the time and that is what I like to do also- go deep down. Write, make art and focus and then the rest will follow.

Decisions :

I wrote a mail to my boss that I will only work at the school for two days a week from aug./sept. That makes me happy. I made a decision :) I know I get a lot of help this time. Actually my health is improving…

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I'm tired. I tossed and turned. My dreams and waking moments meshed together. Did I sleep? It doesn't feel like it.

I wrote a list, it was long and cluttered. There is so much I want to get done. A lot of my goals can be accomplished by just doing. It's on me. I'm a little scared. What if I don't follow through like I haven't followed through before? Honestly, it feels like I'll start now or I'll never start. I don't want to live my life just dreaming about what or who I could be, but…

I'm still figuring things out on the job front.  I know my strengths and my weaknesses.  And I know what's stopping me.  You could say that hello, my name is Annie and I'm a scaredy cat.  I want to be proactive and aggressive (but in a good way) and go after what I want.  But my nerves keep getting in the way.  Then I start convincing myself that I can't do it, the doubt set in and I'm back to square one.

Here's the interesting thing; my best friend's niece (I share a house…

Well, I have had a very happy but emotional day. Just got home and feel very tired but I am surprised at how much I smiled today. Joanie was an incredible woman. She helped open up a shelter for the homeless and needy. She gave an awful lot of herself to others and the priest summed it up when he said that she was an amazing woman with a huge capacity to show forgiveness and love. The chapel was packed to the rafters, the doorway blocked and every bit of space was filled. The bright colours…

OK!

I am not enough... and I have to work hard as crazy in order to be valuable.

These two beliefs come from my childhood.

And I think I do know who do I have to forgive in order to get rid of them.

I am not enough comes from a competition between my brother, my sister and me to be valuable for my father... The Hero.

My father was permanently working when I was an infant. He started at 7 am in the hospital, came home for lunch, had a half hour siesta and…