July 2012 Blog Posts (253)

I keep saying it, but I hit my targets for the month, go me.

I love what I do.

I'm a creative badass.

I love working on my own projects.

I'm finally doing instead of just saying.

I have the best pets in the universe.

I love life.

There's so much fun paid work coming my way that it's mindblowing.  For real.

I'm safe and protected.

I have faith.

There are 10,000 angels guarding my ass.

I keep finding loose change and…

I kinda pride myself on being sincere... to the extreme.  I can't stand acting happy with people's actions that I disagree with, and I really get a bad feeling when people act like they like others then talk behing their backs. I hate feeling like a hypocrite... so I just feel like in order to not LIE, I need to always be honest.  OHHHH this is not so, though.  Through introspection, self acceptance and tolerance for others, I am learning to zip my lip. To hold my feelings in suspension…

I'm in a happy and joyful state. I have seen so many opportunities that opened up for me, my boyfriend and the kids. I am truly blessed!!!

I just realised what the suffering about people NOT understanding my lifestyle was all about.All these weeks I was devastated because people did not get me , did not get my vision of life, my best friend no longer trusted my work.......... It was ALL for a higher purpose.

It was fuel for thoughts! It was turning it to an asset. Writing a blog ( or is THE book I ve always wanted to write????) ABOUT my lifestyle so people can get it and have a good laugh too!

Suffering…

Yes I am. I love the changes that are occurring. I love the shifts to financial openness I have now! I am opening the golden streams inside me! I believe, and all things are possible! I love the monies that are on their way for my creativity! Some more ideas I have as back up plans for making more money and saving more as I am alive today and everyday is playing music in different parts of the city and beach as I attract the right band! I love what appears possible! I see more possibilities…

attracting dream job and envisioning what that looks like: to me, it's waking up in the morning, looking good, feeling good, getting to do a variety of awesome things like band meetings, work on vocal tracks in the studio, go to interviews, perform a show at night, be on the road, have fun with friends, share awesome culture, books, writings, movies, music, be healthy, go for hikes, climb tall mountains, swim in the oceans, and get paid for all of it. perform amazing, inspiring concerts for…

First day of really eating healthier, and it's working great. My body is still craving foods I was used to, but I am going to overwrite my old programming. I feel pleasantly exhausted today, and tomorrow I will begin my new habit of going to the gym. Together with this diet, I am going to purge my spirit, mind and body. Release the old me and bring in the healthy…

Has anyone heard of this book....heard of this movie coming out in October.

Cloud Atlas Trailer - You Tube

Am on the hunt for the book now.

FASCINATING

My mother's administrative assistant and receptionist gave her notice today.  My mother is very sad and distressed about it.  I am feeling a little guilty, as this was a job that I once held and would normally jump in and fix the situation.  But I don't feel called to.  Even more than that, I don't  feel I have enough energy to.  I'm struggling to do what I do with the energy I have...I can't imagine dividing it between 2 places.  I'm going to have to trust that "the manager" or "The Law of…

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'' I know what's best for people and I want to change them. I cannot tolerate any mistake in others. They have to be good enough for me ''

　That's one of the thoughts I uncovered yesterday. Wow.

It's crazy to think that when All we ever needed is to be loved for who we really are. That's what I think I ve been missing for that long. With people thinking I'm lazy , I'm crazy for being Spiritual I lost all my confidence and my feeling of security within myself

I just…

 I Signed up for this a while back and did not start. I now feel like My mind is free and clear and ready to go. I'm looking forward to a positive 100 days and making new friends  with a mindset like me :):) Excited to start today.

In my quest to be high frequency on a more consistent basis,I have made a committment to myself to NOT complain at all, about anything for this entire business week.  This challenge is about aligning w my soul and healing my inner child, so I am hoping that I will be able to work through all the clutter in my emotional closet without complaining, blaming or gossiping. hmmmm. Sounds like a task, but one I believe will encourage me to take full responsibility for my life, creating my past, and…

I had a great season. Tomorrow I will be finishing my season 8. I lived more in the moment this season. I kept my mind on positive and the good things that's currently happening in my life and around me. This season I went to Arkansas with my boyfriend and met his family and friends, made money and my oldest son moved back home from college. I had a few setbacks but I saw something good that came out of them. I'm also having a great time this summer. I'm excited to start season 9!

 Let me start by completing last week first. Apart from other good things that took place. Something absolutely awesome happened. I met someone ! *Blush Blush*

This guy was like an instant click, i met him in a flight and we could not stop chatting. We're still chatting, all day, haha.. Sad part, he has a serious galfriend :( 

           Happy Part: I don't care! Haha, I just love the energy and the connection we have, and i desire for nothing more. I also wish he stays happily…

Hello dear co creators, i copy pasted a mail i sent to

a dear member of our community, i think this letter would 

be good for many of us that experience changes…

Starting my diet tomorrow. Also reading into my Shamanism right now. I'd say there's a great big change happenign right now and I love it!

This is going to be a long post because it was a long say and a lot happened.

I started the day going to Kristi's open yoga class from 10a, - 11:30am.  I was fighting real hard on the way there to rid myself of negative self thoughts and relax.  As is usually the case, the open class was too advanced for me, but bless Kristi for her patience and coming over to adjust and correct my poses.  I tried keeping up, but I didn't kill myself doing it.  Several times I just went into…