September 2014 Blog Posts (153)

I had a slow start to my day today. Perhaps it was the hangover I had from drinking last night. Or perhaps it was the expectation hangover that I had because I knew that my ex was coming over to move the rest of his stuff. I expected that when I returned home from the reception at St Clements, all his stuff would have been gone and I would never have to see him again. But I learned that he would be coming back. I avoided him while he was here for a few hours, but then the Bad Wolf started to…

Deja vu? Yes. We have seen Season 2 - Day 1 before. Like a year ago. I did have good intentions. I really should have continued on with the challenge, but I felt so defeated from the beginning. But. I didn't quit. I did crawl forward and end up in a better position than I was in last year. But. I really would have benefited from writing daily about the process. I know better now.

More than ever, I need to do whatever it takes to build that fire under my ass and move my life to being…

Quote of the day: There are other worlds, but they are in this one. - Paul Eluard

Today was a really good day. My family and I went up one of the big hills over looking the city yesterday to pick apples, and today we used those apples to make a delicious apple pie that I"m probably, most definitely overindulging. I've also been using visualization to achieve my goals, and although I've only seen signs for their manifestation, I love the feeling of it being fulfilled. It allows me to just let go of holding onto it ever so tightly and produces a KNOWING and ease. Even…

Happy, happy day!!! Momentous in many respects. I FINALLY listened to my voice message from Whole Foods. I really wanted a part-time job there, but my singing schedule is hectic sometimes, especially during holidays when Whole Foods really needs people. Well, I saw they were calling as I drove to synagogue rehearsal last night, but I didn't want to get bad news right before I was trying to enjoy singing, so I put off listening to the message until this morning.  Well, I got the job!!! I work…

Day 5-8 Season 10 Sept 29, 2014

Not a lot is going on. Under the weather and waiting to see what blood work up tells.

Mostly been keeping with my goal of listing on line. My Etsy shop is filling up slowly but surely. I have kept with my goal of 4 items a day.

I do realize that this is not my favorite thing to do, however it needs to be done. I would much rather be in my sewing room creating instead of looking at this screen. I guess that is the creative blood running thru my…

How it is in my life at the moment. My internetprovider has a complicated problem to solve, which cause 14 days without internet. I´m really tired of it. Hold on a sec, my heart told me. That could be a sign of life to overthink my behaviours and my thoughts. That is, what I do, starting last two weeks ago. At the moment I am moving close at the edge. Today I realised that I overstep the line. I left the comfortzone behind me. Now I am in an unknown area. Each day brings something new as my…

Day 91

Day off: Pit bull, park, squirrel trapper, chillin' with my neighbor, Bach, yoga.

Day 92

I woke up early to drive out to Malvern for 2 classes in a row at Power Yoga Works. My Intention for my practice was to be Present, Willing, and Honor my Body. I half-bound my poses. I participated in most of the second class. I earned 2 1/2 hours toward my certification.

I had my third and final interview at Whole Foods yesterday afternoon, but I don't think I got the…

Today I have had the day off and yesterday I had the night off from any other people. This has allowed me to go inside myself and spend some time with me. I am so grateful and appreciative for this experience! I have been listening to some good tracks which I have shared on my wall as videos. I have listened to myself and really cleaned up my " todo list" as well as spend time thinking about the thoughts I think to myself. I notice that some of these thoughts can be improved upon, and may be…

Find myself pretty happy eversince i started grattitude an working on my goals every day. It is the journey  that brings so much fullfillment.

And for oktober i see lots of money coming in by the workshops that i will be giving and by subscriptions to my course Magicschool.

 Worked very very hard on marketing in september, losing my shyness about doing so. I always was a bit reluctant to show myself,  and to bringing my products to the publics attention, but i decided to just…

Find myself pretty happy eversince i started grattitude an working on my goals every day. It is the journey  that brings so much fullfillment.

And for oktober i see lots of money coming in by the workshops that i will be giving and by subscriptions to my course Magicschool.

 Worked very very hard on marketing in september, losing my shyness about doing so. I always was a bit reluctant to show myself,  and to bringing my products to the publics attention, but i decided to just…

I recently celebrated Rosh Hashana, the beginning of the New Year. It's my favourite time of year, and this time around, I've decided on some new resolutions. 



I resolve to speak less and listen more. 

I resolve to suspend judgement and opinions. 

I resolve to get in touch with my feminine nature. 

I resolve to run more.

I believe these resolutions will help me to become the person I want to become and also to…

After battling food poising or undercooked food in my tummy all night, it feels wonderful to feel healthy. It made me understand what these sick animals go through. I am patient, but I will practice being even more patient and nurturing to them from this moment on. 

I just have a lunch with my 27 years young and we had one of the most amazing conversations about our life, I am very grateful for this beautiful relationship.

 Not much to say just I am Grateful for today, Peace and love Season 8, day 4