Yesterday I didn't get a bit of work done. Mostly, I watched computer videos, and had a nap. Most importantly, I did it without guilt. Is it the best way to spend my time? Probably not. But I'm sick of doing things because of guilt. If I chose to be productive, it will be because I truly want to give back, because I have the energy to give something out of myself to the world. May I never feel guilted to do anything ever again.
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on December 30, 2016 at 11:23am —
Its soon end of a Year and it doesnt seem long ago that it was March!
I am happy for the many unexpected positive things that happened this year as there were also challenging things. Sometimes it seems to me that every year gets more challenging than the last? I somehow believe that this year was about finishing up things: seeing a new side of ourselves, and in that we put away anything that has too small size for us: too little freedom.
I was grappling with a question,… Continue
Added by GOODREAMS on December 29, 2016 at 7:30pm —
Spent yesterday with friends, and I think the greatest achievement I can attest to is that I didn't try to be anything I wasn't. I'm weird, I'm insecure, I've got a lot to work on. And I was accepted for that. Because that's what true friends are for.
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on December 28, 2016 at 1:11pm —
A lot has gone on but for the most part I'm doing all right! Despite the holiday season, I still kept up with the RCAF workout. This gives me a lot of good vibes not just because I get the endorphin rush, I can do this workout for the rest of my life without taking too much time out of my day.
I still recite my list of affirmations usually once a day. However, I sometimes recite them again if I feel like it. I also recite one affirmation in particular while I'm taking a shower. That… Continue
Added by Max Powers on December 27, 2016 at 5:49pm —
I'm making Christmas cookies with my dad and finally found a chance to slip away. It's been quite awhile since I've posted. Very long time unfortunately.
Well, this gal has made a huge leap of faith and moved to New York City. No friends. No connections. No job. It's been 6 months of flipping and flopping around NYC. My intention is to find a junior film video editing job. I am a Junior Film Video Editor at heart. Now to manifest it into reality would be quite… Continue
Added by Stacey P. on December 23, 2016 at 9:41pm —
So today, I finally experienced that break that comes when you let go of a belief or attachment. I suddenly felt that I had been worrying in the background. This is more fundamental. I tend to worry when it comes to money. But really, there is not one thing to worry about! And it's a habit that comes and goes a lot with me....to worry. So maybe now I need to work on worry more fundamentally than before and… Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on December 19, 2016 at 3:39pm —
I'm turning Sundays into my desires be known day. Just making a clear list of what I want for this week and the following weeks.
This week I desire:
A smooth work week
Protection for me and my family
A clear answer on where to move
A surprise so big that I would feel more elated than I did when I won the TV
My car repaired
A new wardrobe
Shoes for my kids
Help for my move Continue
Added by Shayla nickerson on December 18, 2016 at 2:12pm —
Another end to a fantastic week. Overall I have secured a job and have another job offer that pays very well and they said they are impressed with my background and skill set. I manifested more money I manifested getting closer to my husband. I desire to manifest my car be completely repaired at a very low price (under 100). I'm grateful for everything I've manifested. Continue
Added by Shayla nickerson on December 16, 2016 at 9:30pm —
Here's a brief summary of how things are going----
Fitness: The RCAF regimen is going well. I'm about to graduate to a higher level in a couple of days which is pretty exciting. As for yoga, not only has it been very relaxing I'm surprised that I still retained some flexibility despite not doing yoga for some time.
Liturgy: Because of my relative, I didn't get to do the entire liturgy. However, I was prepared for this and focused a few key parts. I must say, doing this… Continue
Added by Max Powers on December 11, 2016 at 6:31pm —
The beginning of a new cocreating week for me. I woke up with gratutidue and a determination to be happy and bring peace to others by keeping negative opinions(which may be my first "automatic" response) and replace it with something positive. Last week was amazing! One of my wishes was to get a surprise on Thursday and I was also detached from it. Well nothing Thursday but Friday we walked into a cell phone store and they had a drawing for a 48" TV. I put my name in and I claimed it in my… Continue
Added by Shayla nickerson on December 11, 2016 at 12:26pm —
Thanks to my preparation of my revamped season and my current family situation, I came to discover and thought of a few goals/challenges/karmic hinderences. Again, I'll sound a bit whiny about my life but this is how I identify whatever problems I'm facing. Besides, overcoming them will be a lot more satisfying this way.
1) I need to acquire some new habits that will always keep me going forward in life no matter what. The RCAF exercise program helping me in that regard. Once I reach… Continue
Added by Max Powers on December 10, 2016 at 10:02pm —
I have started to worry so immediately I am deciding that there is nothing impossible for me and what I desire I can have. So what I desire is money money and more money. I want my children to have new wardrobes and shoes and I desire it in time for Christmas. I just wanted to write it here to let the magic start unfolding soon I'll.be writing how things fall into place and amazing ways money is flowing in. Yayy can't wait!! Continue
Added by Shayla nickerson on December 10, 2016 at 3:53pm —
I won a 48" TV in a contest yesterday, got a discounted part for my car and saved money, my mother in law bought me an outfit, earrings and a necklace. Im amazed how well this is going. Continue
Added by Shayla nickerson on December 9, 2016 at 11:28pm —
Thanks for featuring a couple of my things! I appreciate that!
Added by CalmWind2 on December 9, 2016 at 8:22pm —
Had a great senior chair dance session yesterday. They placed me in a new room, so I had new people to work with, and got enough participation going that the supervisor suggested I leave my business card with him so he could recommend me to other centres! Very glad it went well, especially since I don't know this new crowd yet.
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on December 9, 2016 at 11:18am —
I've begun what may become a daily ritual. Every morning starting yesterday, I sit comfortably and listen to the emotions or sensations in my body. By sitting with them and giving them space, I can gradually establish what my body is feeling or reacting to during the day. As I allow these emotions to 'express', they are laid to rest. Over time, I hope to improve my relationship with my body, so I can better work with it without becoming a slave to unexpected and confusing emotions.
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on December 8, 2016 at 11:27am —
My mind stuck back yesterday with a vengeance - wandering from negative topic to negative topic, filling my body with anger and guilt. It wasn't until the evening that I finally said 'enough!' I realized I was sick of running from my thoughts and fears, and straight up told them I would resist them until they killed me. I wasn't a very enlightened thought I know, but it did pull me out of the despair I was feeling and helped clear my head. As I looked around with a blank mind, simply feeling… Continue
Added by DarknessCannotDriveOutDarkness on December 7, 2016 at 11:16am —
There is a bit of magic going on here. I'm thanking everything for lining up and things unfolding so smoothly for me.
Added by Shayla nickerson on December 7, 2016 at 7:06am —
The main reason for quitting my second season is the Nichiren practice and baggage that I have with it. Yet, I am still doing the practice now until I get my new Season 2 ready. Part of me still wants to give it a chance, but I'm still not liking it.
What I do like, however, is the Canadian Air Force Fitness Regimen. I've been doing this regimen for a good 25 days, since the day I started my first Season 2 attempt, and I'm going to see this through to the very… Continue
Added by Max Powers on December 6, 2016 at 9:33pm —
Today I wrote a list of what I wanted God to take care of and what I would take care. I told him to provide me with a job interview at a particular place, provide money for my car repairs, provide my card today, and a couple other things,,well He has done them all!!! And the things I was to take care of wasn't lol I guess the lesson in this is I can trust and lean on God way more than myself. I'll do this again tomorrow this is exciting! Continue
Added by Shayla nickerson on December 5, 2016 at 11:11pm —