December 2016 Blog Posts (18)

Yesterday I didn't get a bit of work done. Mostly, I watched computer videos, and had a nap. Most importantly, I did it without guilt. Is it the best way to spend my time? Probably not. But I'm sick of doing things because of guilt. If I chose to be productive, it will be because I truly want to give back, because I have the energy to give something out of myself to the world. May I never feel guilted to do anything ever again.

Its soon end of a Year and it doesnt seem long ago that it was March!



I am happy for the many unexpected positive things that happened this year as there were also challenging things. Sometimes it seems to me that every year gets more challenging than the last? I somehow believe that this year was about finishing up things: seeing a new side of ourselves, and in that we put away anything that has too small size for us: too little freedom.



I was grappling with a question,… Continue

Spent yesterday with friends, and I think the greatest achievement I can attest to is that I didn't try to be anything I wasn't. I'm weird, I'm insecure, I've got a lot to work on. And I was accepted for that. Because that's what true friends are for.

Hello Everyone,

I'm making Christmas cookies with my dad and finally found a chance to slip away. It's been quite awhile since I've posted. Very long time unfortunately.

Well, this gal has made a huge leap of faith and moved to New York City. No friends. No connections. No job. It's been 6 months of flipping and flopping around NYC. My intention is to find a junior film video editing job. I am a Junior Film Video Editor at heart. Now to manifest it into reality would be quite…

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I'm turning Sundays into my desires be known day. Just making a clear list of what I want for this week and the following weeks.

This week I desire:
A smooth work week
Protection for me and my family
A clear answer on where to move
A surprise so big that I would feel more elated than I did when I won the TV
My car repaired
A new wardrobe
Shoes for my kids
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Another end to a fantastic week. Overall I have secured a job and have another job offer that pays very well and they said they are impressed with my background and skill set. I manifested more money I manifested getting closer to my husband. I desire to manifest my car be completely repaired at a very low price (under 100). I'm grateful for everything I've manifested. Continue

The beginning of a new cocreating week for me. I woke up with gratutidue and a determination to be happy and bring peace to others by keeping negative opinions(which may be my first "automatic" response) and replace it with something positive. Last week was amazing! One of my wishes was to get a surprise on Thursday and I was also detached from it. Well nothing Thursday but Friday we walked into a cell phone store and they had a drawing for a 48" TV. I put my name in and I claimed it in my… Continue

I have started to worry so immediately I am deciding that there is nothing impossible for me and what I desire I can have. So what I desire is money money and more money. I want my children to have new wardrobes and shoes and I desire it in time for Christmas. I just wanted to write it here to let the magic start unfolding soon I'll.be writing how things fall into place and amazing ways money is flowing in. Yayy can't wait!! Continue

I won a 48" TV in a contest yesterday, got a discounted part for my car and saved money, my mother in law bought me an outfit, earrings and a necklace. Im amazed how well this is going. Continue

Had a great senior chair dance session yesterday. They placed me in a new room, so I had new people to work with, and got enough participation going that the supervisor suggested I leave my business card with him so he could recommend me to other centres! Very glad it went well, especially since I don't know this new crowd yet.

I've begun what may become a daily ritual. Every morning starting yesterday, I sit comfortably and listen to the emotions or sensations in my body. By sitting with them and giving them space, I can gradually establish what my body is feeling or reacting to during the day. As I allow these emotions to 'express', they are laid to rest. Over time, I hope to improve my relationship with my body, so I can better work with it without becoming a slave to unexpected and confusing emotions.

My mind stuck back yesterday with a vengeance - wandering from negative topic to negative topic, filling my body with anger and guilt. It wasn't until the evening that I finally said 'enough!' I realized I was sick of running from my thoughts and fears, and straight up told them I would resist them until they killed me. I wasn't a very enlightened thought I know, but it did pull me out of the despair I was feeling and helped clear my head. As I looked around with a blank mind, simply feeling…

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There is a bit of magic going on here. I'm thanking everything for lining up and things unfolding so smoothly for me.

Today I wrote a list of what I wanted God to take care of and what I would take care. I told him to provide me with a job interview at a particular place, provide money for my car repairs, provide my card today, and a couple other things,,well He has done them all!!! And the things I was to take care of wasn't lol I guess the lesson in this is I can trust and lean on God way more than myself. I'll do this again tomorrow this is exciting! Continue

What a wonderful day. Blessed and highly favored am I. Today will give great opportunities and momentum for upcoming blessings. Today I expect abundance, love,laughs and spiritual guidance. Continue

I have a confession - the last month or so has been very hard on me. I've felt low in motivation, without understanding why. I've struggled in pursuing my dreams, because they started to feel more like chores than things I actually wanted. I'm not out of that now, but I did realize that I was living in my head a LOT, and neglecting my tired body. I resolve once more to put my body first, to trust my feelings more and my thoughts less, and to endeavour to be patient when moving towards my…

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Good morning! I am excited to see GREAT changes in my life. Designing my life the way I want it!! I officially start tomorrow but I have been preparing myself..immersing in law of attraction videos and reading material. Its not that hard,,,it simply comes down to what you believe can happen for you. And what I believe can happen for me is unlimited. Living an abundant life is my desire. Joy, gratitude and peace is my ideal mindset. I find great joy in dancing I believe that is one of my… Continue

I've created a vision board at the back of my workstation, and I just added some more pictures to fill it out some more. It's nice being able to just look beyond the shape of my computer in order to be inspired.