Whew, I am not the person I used to be.
So--Monday was my birthday and someone very important to me did not wish me a happy birthday. She was unhappy with a choice I had made, and as a result, I didn't hear from her on my birthday. We are very close, so naturally I was upset. This is kind of a pattern with her....when I don't do something she likes, I usually get 'temporarily cut off'. I wonder about this kind of behavior.
Topic 2: I hear lots of people on this site talking…Continue
I will be 40 years old in 10 days!!!!!
Added by millizz2012 on February 3, 2012 at 1:45pm — No Comments
This song has had a profound effect on my life...please take a listen:
"Details In The Fabric"
Jason Mraz (feat. James Morrison)
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling on your threads
And breaking yourself up
If it's a broken…Continue
After my meltdown on the homefront last week....I think allowing myself to feel EVERYTHING has been amazing. I have been realizing what got me to the unfeeling place that I was in. It's amazing how your defenses can build to the point where you are shielded from so many things---people, etc. I have imploded over the years and my circle of close friends shrank. I didn't trust....I felt like people would judge me for being me. Wow. I didn't realize that all of this was going on with me. I am…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 30, 2012 at 11:45am — No Comments
I am not sure if I should share this post....it's so real....and it's so personal. But, I'm going to---because I want this to be out there.
Almost 12 years ago, I met the the man that I am still with today. In the beginning, we had major ups and downs. He wasn't initially ready to be in a relationship....there was another woman, etc etc. I must admit now, that I wasn't ready to be with anyone either....but we tried. Then we split up...I went my way and he went his for a…Continue
Isn't this song the most PERFECT for this site and all of the wonderful people here?
Colbie Caillat: Think Good Thoughts
I am loving how the consciousness in the world is raising in so many unexpected places.
Have a great day everyone!!!!
I read a very good quote that my aunt posted on Facebook today:
"Even if you are on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there"- WIll Rogers
In the midst of doing this challenge, I love that quote! The Universe and our lives are constantly moving and changing....and sometimes for me, it seems hard to keep up. But, yesterday, I was feeling kind of stagnant and down....and wasn't really sure why. I felt like I was being pulled into negativity. I did some…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 24, 2012 at 2:30pm — No Comments
I was just paying some bills and I was thinking about something quite odd. So---there are some of my bills that I have come out of my account automatically each month..... I started to think about this.....and realized that it had a deeper meaning.
I have the confidence and I INTEND that the money will be there each month, so I don't even think twice about setting up an automatic payment. Now...if I could just extend this into other areas of my life!
So- one of my intentions is to heal my physical body in this 100 days. I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis about 2 years ago. It has its challenges, but I manage. One thing that I am convinced of is that it was no accident that I ended up with a chronic illness. I had been going through some pretty heavy stuff before the diagnosis. I believe that my body just couldn't take it anymore....it was giving me signs. Headaches, dizziness, menstrual issues. But, I never connected any of them…Continue
This whole thing is difficult! Yep, I said it. Shifting is not easy at all, but I am pushing my way through and each day gets easier. I was sitting and thinking about writing something purely HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY today and then I thought....that ain't real :-) What's real to me this morning is that the commitment I have made to change is hard. And each day----I have to face truths about myself. That's hard, too.
BUT----I also realize that in order for me to shift and continue to grow…Continue
I have noticed that since I have been more "In Spirit" that synchonicities happen alot more often. Small things like---I think of someone and then the phone rings or I run into them. I wrote about this last week. Well, it happened again today....started talking about my nephew with my mom----and then the phone rings and he calls. He doesn't call that often----so it was interesting. I love seeing this type of alignment, because it lets me know I am on the right track!
I am trying my…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 16, 2012 at 2:57am — No Comments
I made my first batch of candles in a very very long time. Gotta get used to this new contraption i bought to melt the wax, but I am excited to see how they turn out. Now---I need to manifest a good objective group of testers. I have an extra day this weekend to make a few batches to get ready for this wonderful adventure.
I am so very very grateful for the friends on this site. I love this community and love seeing so many beautiful things manifest for myself and others. I…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 14, 2012 at 5:16pm — No Comments
Still listening to Mike Dooley and he just asked a question to ponder that I thought I'd use as my writing subject today.
What if you were told that $10 Million dollars was just posted to your bank account---tax-free? What would that mean to you?
I found this to be an interesting question. I could pay off all of my bills, could travel anywhere. Could take up whatever hobbies that I wanted. Start my own business. Do special things for my loved ones.
And could I spend 10…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 13, 2012 at 11:39am — No Comments
No matter how much I learn and experience---I never seem to NOT be fascinated by how people's energies affect one another. There was a time where I would make the statement---'they drain the energy out of the room' or in a positive sense--maybe feeling uplifted in the presence of certain people. I now have a better understanding of what's really happening with positive and negative energies.
The ongoing challenge is the negative energy for me. I've gotten alot better with it over the…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 12, 2012 at 10:12am — No Comments
I love this site! Such a supportive and loving group of people! Need to get that out there!
Anyway, I have been finding that while I am enjoying basking in the wonderful emotions of my intentions and anticipating when they will come to fruition, there are some other interesting emotions swirling around as well. Over the last few days, I have been Observing myself....and wondering some things. Life's experiences and how I have responded to them, have changed me greatly (and not always…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 11, 2012 at 9:51am — No Comments
As I continue to listen to Mike Dooley's Infinite Possiblities, it has me pondering..... when I really really say that I want to manifest something and I have an intention-----does my belief system match the intention? I am finding more and more that they DON'T match. I am grateful for this realization, because it is now helping me to pause and evaluate in the middle of 'wanting'.
A good example that I have been thinking about this morning is my job. On one hand, I say that I want to…Continue
So--a weird thing happened this morning. One of my employees----who has been pretty standoffish with me and others for months....came into my office to discuss some paperwork that she needed me to sign. And she was unusally pleasant and we ended up talking for over an hour about all kinds of things. She shared alot of personal stuff with me---which was very surprising.
I am wondering whether or not I am exuding a different energy.....maybe a happier, more open energy? It just has me…Continue
Well---it's starting already and I have to truly prepare myself for the flood that the universe may bring. I have already put out there that I'd like to have my own business. Not completely sure in what...but there is one idea that I have had for a long time, but have never pursued fully. Making candles and selling them. SO----I am 'feeling' that i need to explore this option more fully. So----I stepped out there and purchased some new supplies so that I can make some testers. I want to…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 8, 2012 at 5:50pm — No Comments
So I'm contemplating this morning. Of course, nothing that happens is an accident. So---the circumstances that I am in with my job right now are happening for a REASON. It is not a good environment....BUT---I have put out to the universe that this is not what I want to do. So--could it be that the environment is appearing to be even less appealing because I am shifting in another direction? I am grateful for the job.....but in my heart I can just feel that there is something else out there…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 7, 2012 at 11:09am — No Comments
Been listening to Mike Dooley's Infinite Possibilities this morning. He mentions that you should set a goal to visualize starting 5 minutes per day. So----here's my goal/intention that I am adding to my list. I am going to create a an Intention Album online of images---words, etc. As a matter of fact, I am going to post them on my page, so that I can constantly be reminded of them. I am going to start on it in a few minutes and I must say---I'm pretty excited…Continue
Added by millizz2012 on January 5, 2012 at 12:24pm — No Comments