Shaman Kanowa's Blog (510)

Time for an update. Been gone for too long. I have had some struggles and lose focus a lot. Life has been crazy and I had to take care of a lot of important things lately. However theree is good progrss happening. Staying in shape and making a lot of progrss with my job. ging to give an update on my goals:

Make it a plan to cook every meal everyday, going out to eat will be a rare occasion and a treate

-Yeah no going out to eat quit as…

Been spending time cleaning and re-organizing the home. Finding forgotten treasures and overflowing with gratitudes for all  have. I am very lucky to have such a wonderful home and so much life ahead of me.

A lot has been happening, and a lot of good. More money has come in that was offered, just to help with some upcoming plans. I am so grateful for this. I was also given a free gift for shopping at a local clothing shop. I worked very hard on a public presentation last week and it went so well. I am now following my interests more and feeling happier.

So today was pretty amazing. I had a 15 minute call of technical input turn into 45 minutes just because I was hitting it off so well. I also had positive responses in email from all the people I met yesterday. I went to the gym and did some good strong lifting with my full body. I also played some DDR!

Today I am going to the local tech day to try and make some headway for my company. I also have an e-mail from another potential business opportunity where they want to give me a call! My heart is pounding I think good things are coming.

It’s time for a new season. My life has transformed, I am a different evolved man now. Where will this take me? Here are my goals:

1. Make it a plan to cook every meal everyday, going out to eat will be a rare occasion and a treat

2. Write everyday, this has to be done to keep myself in chec

3. Create…

It’s been too long. I won’t go into details but I went through a very hard time. I managed to get through big challenges. Later I made a big change, and live a life of fitness. I have been working out consistently for over a year and a half now. I am now able to talk to random people a lot more easily. I am making big changes for my business career.

I am doing more now to connect with my higher self. Started practicing daily meditation and building a more positive inner voice

I am having a bit of a better day today trying to take active steps to be happier. I did actively pursue being happy despite being surrounded by negativity. Although I admit at times my hope was dashed. Today I just have been more persistent..

Well It's Christmas. I guess my new thing for today is baking a nice spiral ham. Should be good looking forward to trying it. Struggling with some other things but remaining calm as I can and working through it. 

I am keeping these days Magical. It is the day before Christmas, I have prepared by getting a nice ham I will cook tomorrow and in my days just taking a different attitude, trying to remain calm no matter what. So far this has been working. I have also been allowing myself the indulgence of continuing this game I am loving. Even despite some pains I have, I feel a lot of happiness growing inside of me. I want to be at my best. 

OK this day is getting much better. I am learning the art of appreciation.  Appreciation is where magic begins and i have been lacking in doing that. Now i am loving every little thingNo matter what it's important to feel happy. I had so much to gain and I lost so much. I am not going to give up though.  I also am now her boyfriend, even if temporary…

Major upturn today. My new thing for the day was delving into this new game, opening my eyes to another world. I feel a…

Much better today. Yes new things were done today. Stopped in at a metaphysical shop, got some awesome gifts. Picked up some other nice items for my friend andalso some new items for myself. Some PS3 things that I have been needing/wanting. I am also spending time organizing, tidying, and increasing energy flow int he house. I am also returning to my Shamanistic studies with new directions.

Feeling terrible today. Yeah I guess I did something new, went to a new shop I haven't been to before and found nothing. Tonight I will try some new class to play in WoW or something. I dunno. I will see.

Day 1

This season I only have a few goals

1. Do something new everyday

2. Write everyday

3. Get healthy

1. I want to do something new everyday. I need to shake things up and wake myself up out of my stale depression.

2. Doing something new or different everyday will help me have somethign to write and keep track of my feelings, better…

1. Make it a plan to cook every meal everyday, going out to eat will be a rare occasion and a treate 
   
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Hey everyone! OK I know I have not been posting much. I have certainly had a lot of emotional and psychological challenges, but I am overcoming them. I am growing with each new challenge I conquer. I still have some pretty severe social anxiety but I am deciding not to let it rule my life anymore. I am no longer going to judge myself or even really judge others. I am just going to do whatever the heck I…

I have been going through a lot of mental struggles lately. I am recognizing my own mental illness, and the feeling of it was becoming overwhelming. So much so that I forget my own role as a creator of my reality. I have been afraid of myself, and unable to function, unable to move. I am getting over this now. I am visualizing and planning. I am dreaming and I will…

OK.. It is happening and I am starting to feel better. Granted i am still in a pretty low vibration but feeling better is seeming to help me in minor ways. I would previously react an get more depressed and attract terrible situations for myself. While I am still in a situation where I am not satisfied with my work and am behind, I keep manifesting things to…