I am declaring this for real and for fun. Been singing it as I get ready for the gym and when I cool off. Whole hearted good times.
The summer so far is quite sweaty and hot. Bought popsicles to fight the heat. Life is good. Really thriving to achieve a big dream. This week a job posting for a place I really would love to work at appeared on a job site. I applied lightning quick. Now I am chilling and imagining having a nice window seat at the job. Wouldn't it be nice?…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on June 21, 2017 at 9:16am — No Comments
The absolute need to network in my field is vital. As an artist, I prefer to work with film crews and teams but when you have to start with a blank slate and no connections, networking gets truly annoying. I am trying so hard to be positive but GOOD GRIEF… I can't help but laugh at the half-bum emails I get from people weeks later or no response at all. Its really a task to positively connect with people when you are face to face.
BUT… I am really…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on June 12, 2017 at 6:59pm — No Comments
Summer Summer Summer Time! No more cold and now time to bring out all of my summer dresses. Also time to purchase some new summer dresses. The sunshine and outdoor activities have increased.
My intention of the month of June is to be more open to new adventures. I intend on receiving a new positive job. I am backing off and letting the Universe do a majority of the work. Mainly going to chill and enjoy the nice weather.
Added by Stacey P. on June 7, 2017 at 4:01pm — No Comments
A good mind clearing work out to start my day. Sweat dripping down my face and my focus is on not falling of the elliptical machine, I am at ease. Zero junk ideas.
Lately, I have been letting go of pointless stuff so now my tension in my body seems to go away much quicker. I believe we all can carry emotions and baggage in our body. My back and shoulders are where I keep a lot of tension. Going to manifest a good deep tissue back massage from Lush. Treat yo-self 2017 in full…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on May 30, 2017 at 7:20am — No Comments
How do you let go of something you want so bad? Daily visualizations to putting a pictures on my vision board that I pass by multiple times a day. Talk about the desire to manifest your dream with almost anyone who will listen. Create an intention and do small to big rituals to achieve your goal. Nothing.
Now I am giving up and letting go. Frankly, I have been obsessed with manifesting a new opportunity. I won't be nitpicking my LOA process. I am moving on to focus on whole…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on May 29, 2017 at 7:39am — No Comments
Therapy is good and is not always in an office sitting on a couch. I absolutely love massage therapy to release my mind and treat myself. The power of touch really has helped me to release built up tension.
I really believe that the body can hold onto stress and emotions. Getting my tensed up muscles a relief is so refreshing. Lush Spa is the absolute best and even the corner massage place has been a nice visit. I am grateful to the Universe for giving me access to alternative…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on May 17, 2017 at 4:38pm — No Comments
Going to be my first summer in the big city. I hope that the summer heat is kind this year. I have plans to ride the train to the beach on my own once I find a big beach towel. The city will be so alive during the summer.
Today, I took a leap of faith and contacted a dude who currently works at my dream job. A response would be nice. Networking with people can be quite funny especially when you haven't ever seen the person you are emailing. Maybe I have passed him on the streets and…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on May 15, 2017 at 3:05pm — No Comments
Early morning gym session followed by a brisk walk behind an overly perfumed person. Surprisingly chilly today. Made an interesting discovery on my vision map. I cut out a picture of a pressed juice about a year ago from a magazine. Now, I realize the cut out picture of the juice bottle is where I ended up working at for about a week. Funny how things manifest off vision maps/boards.
I have a promising new job as a video editor for a company I love. I start on May 22. Cool how new…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on May 8, 2017 at 10:46am — No Comments
Guess who received her missing package back safely? Yes, this gal. Last week I posted a blog about my missing package and my absolute frustration of not having it. I absolutely felt a whirlwind of emotions from sadness and defeat to laughing at my own misfortune.
I simply asked the Universe for me to move on and move forward. Losing a package was not something to lose my mind over. I still have good health and a good life. Well, after my release of frustration, I walked downstairs to…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on May 5, 2017 at 12:10pm — No Comments
Friday someone stole my package from my apartment mailbox area. Not sure what lowlife decided they wanted my package that I saved up for but I have no idea what the mind f a thief is like. I felt all emotions of madness to weakness. But I decided to seek forgiveness because I really hate feeling hate towards anyone. It sucks to have the emotion of anger. It feels really refreshing to laugh about the situation and move forward.
I hope the thief who stole my…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on April 26, 2017 at 1:20pm — No Comments
Yesterday, the subway trains in my city broke down causing a massive delay. I wound up jumbled in side train after train trying to detour myself into the right direction. Slowly I began to realize how much the train dilemma reflected my own life. Sometimes you can get jumbled around in life but you still make it to your destination. Sure I could have turned around and went home or given up due to the hassle. But I kept going.
Simple joyful day…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on April 22, 2017 at 1:34pm — No Comments
I rather look back in my life and know that I tried to go after my dreams and goals than sit and pout. At times in order to reach my goals, I've had to be persistent. Yes, multiple of my emails have gone unanswered. Ignored by those who said they would network with me. Went to plenty job events with zero results…BUT I am a tryer.
I really look forward to the day I can delete my job emails. Stop searching for a good place to work and move forward in life. I know plenty of people have…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on April 10, 2017 at 4:38pm — No Comments
Living in a large never ending big city on my own is very daunting. I am getting my groove on but now I could definitely use a nice vacation to Iceland, Stockholm, and Hawaii. So time to just not think or ponder any thought. Lay back and tell absolutely no one that I'm gone. Just for a nice week.
And then go back to work and life.
Added by Stacey P. on April 6, 2017 at 8:53am — No Comments
For the last few years, I have felt cursed.
Trying to navigate life and find my purpose has lead me to many nights wondering if I am cursed to be alone and jobless. (If you are wondering if I am serious, I am.) My attempts to find love have always had me so close and head over heels for someone who rejects me life a plague. Job searching has consist of most of my 20s. I feel like I haven't had a real life because I'm constantly looking for work and looking for…Continue
Super Cheesy but I really like cheese.
Guess who was looking forward to a brand new job but didn't get the results she was looking for? Yes, me, the hopeful filmmaker. I waited 3 whole days to hear back. Nothing. Zip. Not even a little ring-a-ding ding. I got the infamous email.
"Thank you but we unfortunately….".
Was I BUMMED out. Its been over 4 years since I've done creative film work. I spent time doing news and editing but…Continue
Started a youtube awhile back. I feel so vulnerable posting videos of myself and life. I believe that ignored for me to practice editing and scratching my creative itch, I need to make videos. Sharing is caring. It's strange seeing myself jabber and jabber on screen.
I hope this youtube channel will lead me to being more open and manifesting new opportunities. Eventually I want to do my own LOA video. Manifesting new jobs and support. Hopefully, I'll…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on March 30, 2017 at 1:02pm — No Comments
Today is my 25th birthday and I'm blogging to release some joy to the Universe. Just washed my hair as a way to rinse off my year. Does anyone else say affirmations in the shower to fight off worry? I do. This past year has been quite a shuffle.
-Moved out on my own for the first time.
-Living in a huge city.
-Doing more work to put myself in a hiring position.
-More self love.
-Cried a lot more.
Added by Stacey P. on March 22, 2017 at 2:55pm — No Comments
Time to analyze the month of February:
1. Started off cold and slow. Nothing wrong with easy smooth days.
2. Networked with new people for my future awesome film/video editing job. Haven't heard back…yet but its all good.
3. Stepped out of my comfort zone more and more by uploading a short film I made to youtube. Positive intention.
4. Went to a small concert gig on my own with zero friends. Talked to some lovely people. Young…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on March 1, 2017 at 2:24pm — No Comments
A slow period of time can feel like nothing new will happen and nothing will change. I have a cute little desk that I sit and do my video editing. On a few occasions, I zone out through the same copy and paste days wondering when will I break free. As if I trapped in a cage (truly I'm not dramatic) which I am clearly not. Life is good.
This year I'm striving like a baby bird learning to fly. I flop down and down but I have to keep my head up. Literally, staring a computer screen is…Continue
Added by Stacey P. on February 13, 2017 at 5:11pm — No Comments