Hello Friends!! I had a day of ups and downs today, although they weren't triggered by anything specific. The more I think about it, the more I'm certain I'm having hormonal fluctuations. I'm glad I will be seeing a couple of specialists about this over the next couple of weeks! I can't wait to feel calm and normal and not emotionally charged for no reason. I also know its to do with my hormones because I've been breaking out like crazy over the last few months, which is not normal for me. Its… Continue
Added by PJ on January 30, 2009 at 5:44am —
Hello Co-Creators! I am quite tired today but I was very productive. I woke up late and worked from home until the afternoon, at which point I went into the office and had meetings. I came home and did some more work both for my job and for my business. Wow - what a day!
I had a great moment of adreniline today that came to me through creative inspiration for a project I'm working on. It was nice to connect to something greater than myself in that space of time and feel so positive… Continue
Added by PJ on January 29, 2009 at 4:08am —
Hello Friends! Today went by really fast for me again. I woke up late again since I was working on my project until late. Did some work, had some calls and then went to an afternoon offsite for the afternoon. At the offsite, I was (unintentionally) made to feel as though my work was low priority and got increasingly frustrated with my work situation. I feel undervalued and unappreciated for the skills and experience I bring to the job, but I will be focusing on the company valuing me and seeing… Continue
Added by PJ on January 28, 2009 at 5:22am —
Hello Co-Creators! Today the Universe tested me in an interesting way. I have set my intentions and plan to stick to them but had a temporary lapse.
It started when I walked into work and everyone was in a tizzy because one of the ladies we work with got engaged over the weekend. She is a divorced mother and I'm happy for her but I also let it effect me because now she's been married twice and I haven't even had one proposal!! Anyway, I know it shouldn't impact me but they were… Continue
Added by PJ on January 27, 2009 at 5:46am —
Hello Friends! This weekend flew by so fast. Mostly because I went out Friday night, and was out most of Saturday too.
Saturday, I woke up super-early and felt really uncomfortable, so I got the first appointment I could with my doctor. It turns out I have an infection which I got medication for. After that, I had a hair appointment, and was very happy with the results. I then got ready and waited for "him" to pick me up for the wedding we were attending. He was late and we were… Continue
Added by PJ on January 26, 2009 at 4:07am —
Hello Friends! Today went by pretty quickly for me. I slept in because I was just so tired and I really needed to sleep. After waking up, I did some work (working from home - yay!) and had lunch. I then went to a meeting nearby, and ran a couple of errands. After getting home, I did some more work and cleaned my home in between.
In the evening I had 3 friends come over for drinks. One of them recently got engaged. I had decided to buy some champagne to celebrate and we toasted her.… Continue
Added by PJ on January 24, 2009 at 4:51am —
Hello Co-Creators! I have a lot to be grateful for today. A lot.
1) My job! I am grateful to have such a great job that pays so well, especially during such an tough economic climate when things are looking down for so many and people are losing their jobs all around us.
2) My family! I am grateful for a family that loves me and who I am deeply connected with.
3) Our health! I am grateful that my family is healthy and strong.
4) My comfort! I am grateful that I have a… Continue
Added by PJ on January 23, 2009 at 4:23am —
Hello Friends! I woke up early yesterday to watch the historical inauguration of the new US president and was so glad I did. It was uplifting and really set the tone for a renewed hope for the world.
I don't know what it is, but I have a feeling this will be a year of major changes. I hope they are for the better, but yesterday I began to have a dreadful feeling for most of the day. I hope its just my hormones or something but if not, I know in the end I will be just… Continue
Added by PJ on January 22, 2009 at 4:31am —
Hello Friends! It was lovely to see my family this weekend. I got to spend some quality time with them and especially enjoyed the time I spent with my niece and nephew, who just keep getting sweeter and cuter!
My drive there and back went by pleasantly fast! I am so grateful that I managed to get there and back safely and effortlessly.
We didn't do much except just relax. I ran a couple of errands with my family and babysat the kids on Saturday night while my sister and… Continue
Added by PJ on January 20, 2009 at 4:19am —
Hello Friends! I want to first of all say THANK-YOU to all my wonderful Co-Creators. You have been a pillar of support for me more than you can imagine. I've been so fortunate to have you share your wisdom and strength with me. I am so grateful to have found this community of like-minded individuals who have the sole purpose of maintaing a positive demeanor and connecting on a genuine level. THANK-YOU THANK-YOU THANK-YOU!!!!
Now, for Season 4...
I'm going to begin by… Continue
Added by PJ on January 16, 2009 at 3:52am —
Hello Friends. Today, I feel extremely sad and disappointed. I am at one of the lowest points I've been in and I just can't seem to pull myself out of my funk. I so wish "he" didn't have such a strong effect on me. I've never been like this in my past. No guy has ever had such a tormenting effect on me and I'm not sure why this is how I feel now. Maybe its because I'm getting older and found someone I feel so connected to and am willing to do anything to hold on to him. Maybe its just because… Continue
Added by PJ on January 8, 2009 at 3:24pm —
Hello Friends. I'm ashamed at my lack of blogging over the last couple of weeks. The truth is, I was away for most of it and had very little access to the Internet and even when I did, I had no privacy. A lot has happened in my life, or at least that is how it feels. I'm doing my best to hold my head up above water but the truth is, try as I may, I'm struggling with controlling the thoughts racing through my head, battling the surge of tears threatening to fall from my eyes every few minutes… Continue
Added by PJ on January 6, 2009 at 5:33pm —