The 100 Day Reality Challenge

PJ's Blog – May 2009 Archive (6)

Day 15 or 100, Season 5 - Broken up

Hello friends.



Well since I last blogged (a week ago) my relationship took a short-lived upswing (literally 24 hours on Friday night), and suddenly last night, my guy broke up with me. I am really really really sad. I haven't had too many relationships and by far I thought things would change and improve and he would learn to love and appreciate me the way I deserve to be, but he can't let go of past errors I made (nothing like cheating, just acting poorly) and he blames everything… Continue

Added by PJ on May 29, 2009 at 3:21pm — 1 Comment

Day 8, Season 5 - Trying not to feel lousy

I don't usually post so early in the day (usually I post before I retire to bed) but I do come onto the site if I need to be perked up and get my highs from the positivity radiating by all of you.



However, today is different. I feel really irritated, much different to my post last night. I know why, I just don't want to admit it because I'm feeling so hurt and angry and I don't want to give it attention. However, I also know I want to spill it and just get it off my… Continue

Added by PJ on May 22, 2009 at 3:19pm — 4 Comments

Day 7, Season 5 - Trance-like calm

Hello Friends!



I feel as though I've been in a trance lately, but as opposed to the negative state of being, I feel like its either neutral or just above that in a positive state.



A couple of things bothered me today. One was that I had to take a shuttle between offices for work today and ended up being the first picked up and the last dropped off which was annoying. As well, the leasing office that I complained to did not take the measure I feel they need to in order to… Continue

Added by PJ on May 22, 2009 at 2:14am — 1 Comment

Days 4 to 6, Season 5 - Work distractions

Hello Friends,



The last 3 days have flown by. Work has been steady and today I had my first meeting with boss's boss which went really well. I'm pleased with my new manager and the attitude of my new team - its so much better than the negative energy from my old team as a whole, although I really liked the individuals in my old team. - I am so grateful for a great job and wonderful people to work with.



I had to complain pretty severly to my leasing office yesterday because… Continue

Added by PJ on May 21, 2009 at 2:28am — No Comments

Days 2 & 3, Season 5 - Friend-filled weekend!

Hello Co-Creators! I had a really interesting weekend.



On Friday night, I just stayed in and caught up on some shows on my DVR. I went to bed pretty late and was annoyed that the people upstairs had their TV on really loud - as they have done for a while recently. "The people who live upstairs will stop playing their past 10:30pm and I will no longer be disturbed by them".



Saturday, I went to this cheese and wine tasting even downtown with a few friends, which was funner… Continue

Added by PJ on May 18, 2009 at 3:18am — 1 Comment

Day 1 of 100, Season 5 - Back to me

Hello Friends,



I had every intention to kick-off Season 5 on May 1, but I just couldn't get a grip on life. It's not that I felt really down for the last two weeks...I just felt really exhausted and couldn't bring myself to open my laptop if I wasn't working....



In the process of not blogging enough in Season 4 and not starting Season 5 as I said I would, I lost sight of the LOA and stopped actively practicing it. However, I also have a calm feeling that everything will… Continue

Added by PJ on May 15, 2009 at 2:36pm — 1 Comment

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