The 100 Day Reality Challenge

PJ's Blog – May 2010 Archive (10)

Season 5 - Days 14 - 15: Reminded to be grateful...

Hello friends -

The last two days have been a little busy but the pace has been good for me. I've not felt overwhelmed, except for by my emotions from time to time.

To be honest, yesterday was a bit of a blur. I woke up exhausted but having slept deeply and was a little late to work. I left work a little early and went to Best Buy to look at the iPad which I am considering buying. They were all sold out but I got to play with the productivity apps they have…


Added by PJ on May 27, 2010 at 3:55am — No Comments

Season 5 - Day 13 - Me

Hello Friends -

Today went by at a comfortable pace for me. I woke up after 9am and found I didn't have any face-to-face meetings in the office so I just worked from home today. This allowed me to go to my hot yoga class in the early afternoon. I haven't been in a month and I also prefer the early afternoon or late morning classes as they aren't as packed as the other times. It was tough since I haven't been in ages, but I feel good now.

For dinner I went to a…


Added by PJ on May 25, 2010 at 2:37am — No Comments

Season 5 - Days 10 to 12 - Crashing down

Hi all -

I feel like I have no control over how I'm going to feel every hour over hour, let alone every day. And I hate the fact that it's simply because I don't know what will hit me (finding out something someone said, did, didn't do, etc.) that can make me feel so low without any notice. I hate that I'm letting other things and people effect me so.

Friday was fine. I left work early and chatted with a good friend of mine in Toronto. In the evening, I went to…


Added by PJ on May 24, 2010 at 1:30pm — 1 Comment

Season 5 - Day 9 - Lifted

Hello Co-creators,

Today was OK - I woke up on a low but managed to climb myself into equilibrium.

Work went by fast, which was good.I really only went in for a couple of hours and worked from home the rest of the time, so that helped.

I got a call from a close friend in London and she really helped me get some perspective on things. I haven't spoken to her since last year so it was so great to catch up. I also spoke with another good friend from…


Added by PJ on May 21, 2010 at 4:33am — 1 Comment

Season 5 - Day 8: Ebbs and flows...

Hello friends,

As I write I'm feeling rather blue. It's funny how your day can be going just fine and then the slightest thing happens (in my case an email announcement from work) that can make your jaws clench, your heart sink and tears spring to your eyes. Well - its funny how that can happen to me - or rather just did.

I've been in a rut at work - my organization doesn't appreciate me and hasn't for the last year, despite my hard work and successes for the…


Added by PJ on May 20, 2010 at 1:13am — 1 Comment

Season 5 - Day 7: Treats for me

Hello Friends,

I wonder if starting to practice the LOA again is weight training again - where your muscle has memory so its easier to get back to where you left off...or maybe I'm just feeling better because I treated myself well today.

The morning started out OK and I was in meetings for most of the rest of the day, but I left a little early and stopped at the supermarket on the way home. I don't know what got into me but I decided to pick up a dozen white…


Added by PJ on May 19, 2010 at 4:03am — No Comments

Season 5 - Day 6: Pacing

Hello Co-creators,

I had a slightly stressful day today at work but I kept up my focus and attitude and feel OK about how the day went.

After work, I met my Dad for a casual dinner, which was good (albeit rather unhealthy) and he treated.

I also bought a large canvas which my Dad helped me bring home in his car for a painting I'm wanting to do. I got 40% off on the canvas, which was really great.

Work blew up again after dinner so…


Added by PJ on May 18, 2010 at 1:23am — 1 Comment

Season 5 - Days 3-5

Well Friends, it's Monday morning again - and I don't love Mondays, but I did want to blog about my weekend.

Friday went by OK. I woke up to get a psychic reading I ordered that didn't tell me what I wanted to hear about my future, as it relates to marriage and timing, so I was pretty dissappointed. Also, I've let myself go recently and I wanted to spend the weekend grooming myself and getting in control again. So I left work on Friday afternoon (early) and had my hair cut and…


Added by PJ on May 17, 2010 at 1:25pm — 3 Comments

Season 5 - Day 2: Relaxing into it

Hello Co-Creators.

Today went by better than most days of late.

I worked from home until the afternoon and then went in for a work offsite, which was pretty relaxed until the late afternoon.

It was such a beautiful day and he and I went to happy hour near my place. We had ups and downs, but overall a nice time. Nothing is fully resolved but at least we're talking which is a start, I guess.

I felt somewhat positive today (more so…


Added by PJ on May 14, 2010 at 2:27am — 2 Comments

Season 5, Day 1 - Resetting

Hello friends -

I abandoned my Season 5 almost a year ago and although I wasn't blogging I managed to get into a positive state of mind and maintain it. Good things happened - temporarily:

My relationship started again - he actually came back to me, which was entirely unexpected. However, in fear of losing him again, I chose not to address the problems/talk them through. And he seemed to have matured and learned a lot from our seperation and was genuinely…


Added by PJ on May 12, 2010 at 9:22pm — 4 Comments

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