Hello Co-Creators! I am quite tired today but I was very productive. I woke up late and worked from home until the afternoon, at which point I went into the office and had meetings. I came home and did some more work both for my job and for my business. Wow - what a day!
I had a great moment of adreniline today that came to me through creative inspiration for a project I'm working on. It was nice to connect to something greater than myself in that space of time and feel so positive… Continue
Added by PJ on January 29, 2009 at 4:08am —
Hello Friends! Today went by really fast for me again. I woke up late again since I was working on my project until late. Did some work, had some calls and then went to an afternoon offsite for the afternoon. At the offsite, I was (unintentionally) made to feel as though my work was low priority and got increasingly frustrated with my work situation. I feel undervalued and unappreciated for the skills and experience I bring to the job, but I will be focusing on the company valuing me and seeing… Continue
Added by PJ on January 28, 2009 at 5:22am —
Hello Co-Creators! Today the Universe tested me in an interesting way. I have set my intentions and plan to stick to them but had a temporary lapse.
It started when I walked into work and everyone was in a tizzy because one of the ladies we work with got engaged over the weekend. She is a divorced mother and I'm happy for her but I also let it effect me because now she's been married twice and I haven't even had one proposal!! Anyway, I know it shouldn't impact me but they were… Continue
Added by PJ on January 27, 2009 at 5:46am —
Hello Friends! This weekend flew by so fast. Mostly because I went out Friday night, and was out most of Saturday too.
Saturday, I woke up super-early and felt really uncomfortable, so I got the first appointment I could with my doctor. It turns out I have an infection which I got medication for. After that, I had a hair appointment, and was very happy with the results. I then got ready and waited for "him" to pick me up for the wedding we were attending. He was late and we were… Continue
Added by PJ on January 26, 2009 at 4:07am —
Hello Friends! Today went by pretty quickly for me. I slept in because I was just so tired and I really needed to sleep. After waking up, I did some work (working from home - yay!) and had lunch. I then went to a meeting nearby, and ran a couple of errands. After getting home, I did some more work and cleaned my home in between.
In the evening I had 3 friends come over for drinks. One of them recently got engaged. I had decided to buy some champagne to celebrate and we toasted her.… Continue
Added by PJ on January 24, 2009 at 4:51am —
Hello Co-Creators! I have a lot to be grateful for today. A lot.
1) My job! I am grateful to have such a great job that pays so well, especially during such an tough economic climate when things are looking down for so many and people are losing their jobs all around us.
2) My family! I am grateful for a family that loves me and who I am deeply connected with.
3) Our health! I am grateful that my family is healthy and strong.
4) My comfort! I am grateful that I have a… Continue
Added by PJ on January 23, 2009 at 4:23am —
Hello Friends! I woke up early yesterday to watch the historical inauguration of the new US president and was so glad I did. It was uplifting and really set the tone for a renewed hope for the world.
I don't know what it is, but I have a feeling this will be a year of major changes. I hope they are for the better, but yesterday I began to have a dreadful feeling for most of the day. I hope its just my hormones or something but if not, I know in the end I will be just… Continue
Added by PJ on January 22, 2009 at 4:31am —
Hello Friends! It was lovely to see my family this weekend. I got to spend some quality time with them and especially enjoyed the time I spent with my niece and nephew, who just keep getting sweeter and cuter!
My drive there and back went by pleasantly fast! I am so grateful that I managed to get there and back safely and effortlessly.
We didn't do much except just relax. I ran a couple of errands with my family and babysat the kids on Saturday night while my sister and… Continue
Added by PJ on January 20, 2009 at 4:19am —
Hello Friends! I want to first of all say THANK-YOU to all my wonderful Co-Creators. You have been a pillar of support for me more than you can imagine. I've been so fortunate to have you share your wisdom and strength with me. I am so grateful to have found this community of like-minded individuals who have the sole purpose of maintaing a positive demeanor and connecting on a genuine level. THANK-YOU THANK-YOU THANK-YOU!!!!
Now, for Season 4...
I'm going to begin by… Continue
Added by PJ on January 16, 2009 at 3:52am —
Hello Friends. Today, I feel extremely sad and disappointed. I am at one of the lowest points I've been in and I just can't seem to pull myself out of my funk. I so wish "he" didn't have such a strong effect on me. I've never been like this in my past. No guy has ever had such a tormenting effect on me and I'm not sure why this is how I feel now. Maybe its because I'm getting older and found someone I feel so connected to and am willing to do anything to hold on to him. Maybe its just because… Continue
Added by PJ on January 8, 2009 at 3:24pm —
Hello Friends. I'm ashamed at my lack of blogging over the last couple of weeks. The truth is, I was away for most of it and had very little access to the Internet and even when I did, I had no privacy. A lot has happened in my life, or at least that is how it feels. I'm doing my best to hold my head up above water but the truth is, try as I may, I'm struggling with controlling the thoughts racing through my head, battling the surge of tears threatening to fall from my eyes every few minutes… Continue
Added by PJ on January 6, 2009 at 5:33pm —
Hello Friends. I regretfully dropped off the wagon over the last few weeks. Its been an emotional rollercoaster and I've let external factors get the better of me and compared myself to those I'm surrounded by.
The last couple of weeks have been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. Before leaving for Mexico, the last couple in our extended group of friends got engaged. I know it shouldn't but it made me feel awful. I told him and I told him I need an indication of where this is going… Continue
Added by PJ on December 16, 2008 at 3:34am —
Hello Friends! I have been pretty bad about blogging regularly this season, despite intending to. The last few days have gone by so fast - mostly because work has been really busy, I've had a couple of Dr. appointments (nothing serious) and it was a short week for us so I have been off for the last 4 days!
Tuesday afternoon, I ended up downtown for a Dr. appointment and met up with him for dinner downtown, which was nice. The next day was really busy at work for me, but I managed to… Continue
Added by PJ on December 1, 2008 at 3:49am —
Hello Friends! I'm not feeling so positive today and I know it has a lot to do with what's in my head and my complete tiredness!
Last week ended up being quite hectic. I was quite irritable last week but felt better by the weekend. On Thursday, i found out my friend (who was also a contact at an agency I have working on some projects for me) was let go and I felt awful for her. We spoke then and on Friday and she seems to be doing ok.
Thursday evening, he came over and we… Continue
Added by PJ on November 25, 2008 at 3:40am —
Hello Friends! The last couple of days have been busier than I expected. I have had a constant stream of work but have also managed to make a bit of progress on preparing for my side business.
Yesterday, I went to the gym and then work. In the evening I went to my friend's house and hung out with her and her husband for a couple of hours. I had made dinner for them so it was fun to relax and watch them enjoy. My sister also called me yesterday and told me her family will try to come… Continue
Added by PJ on November 19, 2008 at 4:07am —
Hello friends! Although I have been meaning to blog the entire week and have been trying to practice the LOA consciously all week, I just haven't managed to get my act together. The week went by fast although I feel like its been 2 weeks since I last posted!
The highlights are that I kept my gym routine this week, so I am back on the wagon and feeling stronger, slimmer and healthier, although I have felt a little sluggish and moody over the weekend, since my hormones are a little off… Continue
Added by PJ on November 17, 2008 at 2:48am —
Hello Co-Creators! The last few days have flown by in a combintation of laziness, lathargy and plain old relaxation. I don't thnk that's altogether a bad thing since my body obviously needed the rest, but I do feel pretty disgusting for not doing anything active!
Thursday evening, he came over and we had dinner at home and watched TV. He stayed over again which was nice as its been a while since he's stayed at my place for 2 nights the same week!
Friday, work went by fast,… Continue
Added by PJ on November 10, 2008 at 4:43am —
Hello Friends! The last few days have been a little hectic.
Monday went by fast. I was a little disappointed since I didn't get up in time for the gym but I also woke up not feeling great so it was best I didn't go. He came over for dinner in the evening and ended up staying over, which is rare for a weeknight, since I have construction that starts outside my window really early in the mornings and he would rather wake up later. - I am grateful to have him to spend time… Continue
Added by PJ on November 6, 2008 at 3:24am —
Hi Friends, This blog is for yesterday since I didn't get a chance to post last night.
Yesterday, I woke up pretty early and dedicated myself to cleaning out my closet! It took almost the entire day, but I managed to cook and eat, watch some informative TV shows and fill up 3 boxes of clothes to give away in the process and my closet is looking far more organized and roomy now! I also managed to clean up the clutter and do some paperwork. This took me through to about 4:30pm, after… Continue
Added by PJ on November 3, 2008 at 6:27pm —
Hello Co-Creators! I disappeared for a few days again but it went by so fast..so here goes for my last few days...
Wednesday was fine - the day went by really fast as I had to work until very late on international conference calls. Not too much happened after that. - I am grateful for a job that is not too stressful and pays me well!
On Thursday, I had taken the day off and woke up and headed on the 2.5 hour drive to visit my family as it was my niece's birthday. I had a… Continue
Added by PJ on November 2, 2008 at 4:36am —