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Added by CalmWind2 on June 12, 2018 at 12:54pm — No Comments
So, I have been grieving for a couple of years now and I feel I am finally coming out of it more and more. I have not experienced this level of grief before and I've had reason to, but this was the hardest. I think a person becomes really disconnected while grieving, for me, it was to a point that I just couldn't tell what my emotions are doing, but now at least, I realize that I've sort of shut down. Well, no, I did shut down. Or shut off? Anyway, I feel…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on May 23, 2018 at 2:10pm — No Comments
The relationship is over and I feel honestly that it's best. I got so many warnings from my true twinflame, wanting me to get away from him. But He was there when my mom died. No one else was. He was. I kept feeling like he wasn't it, even though, many things seem to fit, even though he had everything on my former list. But it's clear I didn't know what I really wanted. But now, I've learned, I've learned.
Added by CalmWind2 on May 8, 2018 at 9:20pm — No Comments
This article is to the point and I realized once again, what I've forgotten how to do. I'm stuck in negative thought, because I live with very negative people, who seem to think they are above others. I realize just now that the reason I'm with them, is the lesson of being able to go forward, no matter what is happening around me. Quite a feat when you think about it. Anyway~here's the article.…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on May 4, 2018 at 5:53am — No Comments
So I read this today from TUT (www.tut.com)
Added by CalmWind2 on April 28, 2018 at 9:20am — No Comments
Things have changed in focus anyway. I have been getting big no's for going anywhere West, so I gave it up. However, now, green lights for it. So no, not Iowa anymore. Universe gave me a big green on Idaho. I've been wanting to move there for a really long time. And now, for first time, I'm getting the go ahead.
All that's left is to manifest a place, a way and to live there in way I want to. Frankly, money…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on April 27, 2018 at 12:30pm — No Comments
So I started to feel relaxed and free, because I felt there would be a way out. But now it's 10 days later and there's been no movement in any direction and the more I looked at the town I thought of moving to, the less I like it. If I had a nice place there in nice area, then ok, but
personally I want to move to Iowa. Problem is, most of the places I like are higher rent than I can afford. And then signs that…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on April 13, 2018 at 7:30pm — No Comments
Never, in a million years did I think I'd be in this position again. I'm being thrown back to a very bad time in my life.
My roommie let off on me claiming that I brought his kid into it. The truth is, he brought his kid into it and is projecting his lack of responsibility onto me. Fine.
But I have nowhere to go and very little money. I was paying him a rental fee and…Continue
Thought I'd share~
Feeling rather good right now! Had a breakthrough. I tend to not listen to my own reactions to things, until I get tired of it and think, what is the problem here? This time, I was thinking of obtaining money, in a certain amount. But I saw this, "Limitless Wealth" and my whole body relaxed. It had been bothering me this whole time, the "limited" amount I was going for. When I saw those words, I realized, OH! That's what I'm wanting, accepting,…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on February 28, 2018 at 2:21pm — No Comments
If I could just remember to just RELAX and be in the knowing mindset.....
I push and push and push till I'm disconnected from the Divine and I end up willing things and feeling this kind of odd aloneness...I do this every time, yet I still haven't gotten it.
SO this time.....just relax, it's all taken care of, don't worry be happy, stop leaning forward in your chair,…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on January 27, 2018 at 11:55pm — No Comments
Ye old site was down for awhile, but now it's back up! yay!
I was gonna start out with the usual contrast but changing mind thing, but I realized that I do that often. So that has probably helped to keep the negative around and SO, I know better than that!!!!
What was going thru my mind was that if every single person on this site, sent one thought daily or every…Continue
Ok, so I've been doing a lot of healing, adjusting to people that are not really like me, but at the same time are excellent mirrors for growth. Thus, I am learning a lot from them.
And have been changing my mind rather frequently about what I actually want. To the point that, I'm beginning to see, I am flip-flopping a lot…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on August 23, 2017 at 11:30am — No Comments
I did NOT write this.
Written by Frederica~
At the beginning of September I moved to a new city where I would start a new academic year at a new University. I was very optimistic and happy to be experiencing new things, and I was sure I would find the perfect friends to…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on July 17, 2017 at 6:31pm — No Comments
I have just learned something. I basically don't do artwork and the like because I don't feel like I'm ever in an environment that I can do it in. However, what I just noticed, was that this is some form of subtle dodging of what seems to be a deep-seated issue with me and creativity.
It's like I'm just not really addressing…Continue
Last I was on here, I wrote that I had been deceived by my twin soul. However, as with many twin souls, there has been a kind of resolution of sorts. I have learned that when it comes to this kind of relationship or any kind for that matter, one has to think on a more Divine level.
It's clear that I was sensing something wasn't right and so now I know there was another. However he…Continue
What an incredible process it has been! I finally moved! Not in the way I thought, but as always, the Universe has my back and it worked out great! I listened to my insides and a thought popped into my head suddenly and I gave it a shot and it worked! I have a roommate now and pretty much everything I asked for in a place. …Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on March 4, 2017 at 12:21pm — No Comments
So he came back. We discussed, readjusted and we are twin souls, so we are gonna hand it over to the Divine and we'll see what is for us at a later time. We both really don't want to split from each other, so ....done deal.
Added by CalmWind2 on January 28, 2017 at 5:21pm — No Comments
So the love of my life broke it off with me today because he wants kids. I don't blame him for that, but I was really hurting.
The Universe suddenly sent me this song, I knew it was meant for me intuitively. I…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on January 26, 2017 at 4:53pm — No Comments
So I realized something really important for me personally. I have trouble with the idea of just obtaining money and that's it. I realized this morning, that I like money that MOVES! Yes, I like it to flow and have purpose.
I guess I'd forgotten I am like this, or that I didn't quite know that I'm like this. When I was…Continue
Added by CalmWind2 on January 26, 2017 at 9:15am — No Comments