The 100 Day Reality Challenge

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Send Me Patience and Understanding

I have been in such a great mood, feeling really awesome about losing 6lbs in a week and just all in all about the life around me. So why is it out of the blue I get side-swiped by the universe and we are back to where we were just three years ago. I don't want to go down that road again but something tells me I need to do that, more changes need to be made or I need out. I'm not going to let this derail me from losing the weight but I need a lot of patience and understanding sent my way.… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on January 10, 2011 at 8:04am — No Comments

1 week: Losing Weight

I know I haven't blogged in a LONG time, a lot happened since the last time I did. Lets just say all the bad places the hubby was going stopped, he banned himself and has never looked. I'm very happy! The two of us reconnected and drew our family back together as one.But while doing this we did a lot of things outdoors, which meant we ate out a LOT. In short, I got FAT and last year a relative posted a picture of me at a family funeral online, they never meant to hurt me but it was a wake up…


Added by Homemom3 on January 7, 2011 at 12:54pm — 1 Comment

Day 56: Still in the Game

Well ladies and gentlemen, I'm here and back. I took a bit of time off as I was knee deep in college and trying to stay focused since this is a first time with me. Plus the last post was about a broken heart, but just to inform everyone he banned himself from the awful place so now there is no issue on that level. Instead we've been hanging out together as a family and just enjoying. Over the weekend we flew kites and kids rode bikes, it was a nice break.

I passed Math with an A,… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on March 24, 2009 at 3:03pm — 1 Comment

My Heart Broke

Okay the truth is, it didn't. He did it again, my thoughts aren't anger, resentment, sadness. I realize there's nothing. If I had a heart towards this I think it would shatter in a million pieces. It's strange because in all the months past when this would happen I'd be angry, mad, sad, heartbroken and cry. Here I am focusing on what the universe has taught me. I know it is here for me and I'll live through this. I must now move forward and on with life.

I thank the universe for the… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on March 5, 2009 at 7:30pm — 2 Comments

Season 1 Day 36: Manifesting Jobs & money

Talk about a whirlwind. Okay first I can't recall which is upstream or downstream so I'll let you tell me. But whatever I'm on is GREAT! It's this happiness that fills you up to the point you feel you might burst with rays of sunshine. There's a warmth that surrounds me too, so much I can't sleep without the fan on. Some might call that aging but I know it is something more. I feel I'm totally being watched and that's fine as I know it is the universe… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on March 4, 2009 at 1:00pm — 2 Comments

1 Month, 1 Day: Inspiration Surrounds Me

This past week I've been really looking at my life, I see things magically manifesting in a way I wanted but wasn't sure about. I'm happy with this and have finally put together a vision board and a creation box (I think that's what some are calling it) and I have felt everything just falling into place.

We (hubby and I) have talked and communicated a TON, we've watched movies, snuggled, etc and just hung out. I feel we've grown strongly… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 27, 2009 at 11:30am — 3 Comments

Is it too late?

Is it too late for us? Are you really getting a divorce? I will fight for you, I'll do anything you say...i just can't go to a counselor. These were all the things he said to me only a few hours after my last post here. We sat down and talked for 3 1/2 hours, we shared thoughts, feelings, tears, etc. When all was said and done I told him the timeline, he knew. After silence for what seemed like eternity, but only 30 minutes he asked me to get dressed. Said he'd planned something for a week but… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 13, 2009 at 5:22pm — 4 Comments

Ask for it and It will be Given (2 weeks in)

Wow, at the beginning I asked the Universe for a push in the right direction. I tried following it, tried going against it but it continued to push. All the way up until this mroning. Last night I discovered the hubby was tracking my every move online. This morning he asked what I'd do (via email) I responded meditate today. He asked what on I replied: Life, peace in the house and myself. He wanted to know why peace, I asked if he hadn't noticed the tension. He responded with a long letter and… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 10, 2009 at 3:45pm — 2 Comments

2 Weeks: My Affirmations for the Day

Today, things are really strange here right now so I'm going to try some daily affirmations I got out of "You can Heal Your Life" by Louise L. Hay.

- I am safe enough to be flexible in my mind.

- I choose to allow all my experiences to be joyous and loving.

- I create firm foundations for myself and for my life. I choose my beliefs to support me joyously.

- I am at peace with my own feelings. I am safe where I am. I create my own security. I love and approve of… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 10, 2009 at 9:52am — No Comments

Still Day 12 but update on Going out

I swear standing up for yourself and doing things to make you happy or just a tiny time alone sure can be hard. Once he came home, I told him I had plans. course the moment he came in he was telling us to hurry and get dressed so we can leave so he could come back here to go to bed. I asked (before telling him my plans) what were we doing, his response was whatever he felt like doing. I asked if we would get son's science stuff to which he replied, yes and whatever he wanted to do. At that… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 9, 2009 at 1:32am — 1 Comment

Day 13: Signs and Peace

Yesterday the kids and I had a fabulous day, we enjoyed the sun and breeze and hung out with the neighbor down the street. Kids got to play her Guitar Hero and mommy got to sit and talk. It felt good to get out and be myself. We made plans for today, once the hubby gets home I plan on going.

Everything was quiet and fun, kids laughing but things changed once he arrived back home. He instantly wanted my cash and I didn't want to give it up. It was in the room, which would mean… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 8, 2009 at 1:44pm — 3 Comments

S1 Day 12: I'm still here

I've got a few emails asking if I am okay, yes I am. I've had a lot on my mind and a lot of thinking to do lately. I asked the universe for a sign on what the timing would be, yesterday my family called to ask if I could push it back just a tiny bit further so the kids could finish the school year. Otherwise I'd be taking them with a month/two months of school left, which means they'd get out of here emotional and be pushed into a new school not knowing anyone. This was a concern of mine too,… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 7, 2009 at 10:10am — 5 Comments

Day 9: Season 1 Refocusing

I realized today, after being woke at midnight and not being able to sleep I cleaned a bit and did some thinking. This journey is neat, it is also eye opening though and scary at the same time. I'm going to talk about each one.

The hubby, in case you hadn't read in the comment section of my last post he's up to it again. Okay, yesterday he did the whole giving me money. Many would look at that as a good sign, but not if you know. I'd hoped, I won't lie. I also tried getting him to… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 4, 2009 at 1:33pm — 2 Comments

Week 2: (Day 8)

Yes, I'm still here. Today was and will be a quiet day, one of which I can stop and just think and absorb everything that I've been learning and feeling. I'm much calmer about everything now, since speaking with him on Sunday Night I feel better and more at peace with myself.

On him- he's yet to make any comment to anything I said Sunday Night. But with that being stated he did email just to say morning and he does ask me about my day. He sent an email today telling me he wants us to… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 3, 2009 at 6:36pm — 6 Comments

One Week In (Season 1)

Wow, I'm in the first week now and I've seen both the good and the bad. I've seen small manifesting the entire way too, which I love. Yet, my emotions have been all over the place up and down. In my first entry, I mention trying to make a vision board and everything with "Changes" kept popping up. Now I see why.

My goals are to learn about myself and I'm continuing to do that every day. I'm sad inside and have been trying to hide under a smile for a long time, when really looked… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on February 2, 2009 at 9:18am — 1 Comment

Season 1, Day 5: Opening Up

Last night I realized I forgot everything that I'd learned in the past month at college. I dont think I really did but my brain froze and I did horrible on the test. We didn't get to talk last night as I think he knew and avoided talking at all costs unless about groceries. At night he went straight to bed, once I was asleep though he woke (guessing he senses it) and couldn't sleep.

Today, his father called and told him about addictions while I was in class. We still haven't spoke… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on January 31, 2009 at 2:52pm — 1 Comment

Season 1, Day 5: Catching Up and Feeling it

First I want to give a great big hug to all those that commented on the blog posts, my page or even sent me a personal email. Yesterday I hit a bottom that actually helped me out. It was a day of frustrations and tears, anger, voices and fears. But when it was all said and done and as I sat quietly in a bubble bath, I couldn't help but smile. I knew that whatever I do there is a bright side on both journeys I go. I do plan on having a long discussion with the hubby over all this. He too knows… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on January 30, 2009 at 4:21pm — 1 Comment

I need Help

I'm coming to you all for a little help/advice. I'm with someone that has an addiction, not to drugs or anything like that. But it hurts just the same. Is there anything to make a person change? For the past few years I've dealt with it and let it flow because I always thought, this will be the last time. It never was, even when it came down to me almost leaving a year ago. he told me he'd get help, he did, but only went twice and then lied about going. He'd quit and never told me. I've tried… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on January 29, 2009 at 11:43am — 7 Comments

Manifesting Nice Outcomes

Okay, I'm sure ya'll can see how I've had some down moments and then I go up. I guess it depends on how things are going on the homefront. This morning I took some time to just breathe and imagine the good air come in and blew out all the bad thoughts and feelings. Later I got to emailing with someone and just lit up.

I swear to ya'll that when you are happy and positive you do nothing more than glow. I know what it means to glow or radiate now. I picture myself with this heart that… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on January 28, 2009 at 7:31pm — 1 Comment

Season 1, Day 3: Signs all over

Hi Co-Creators and Friends,

I must say first of all I'm greatful to be feeling as well as I do, don't get me wrong I'm not better but feeling 85% better than yesterday. :) That's a good thing too figuring I would've rather just curled up into a ball and be left alone yesterday.

Some interesting things happened this week, every couple of days I get a motivational email from "The Universe" and this last two really spoke to me:

(As you know I'm looking for the real… Continue

Added by Homemom3 on January 28, 2009 at 1:00pm — 1 Comment

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