I have grieved today...a bit of self absorbing time to just feel it. Previously in life, I just would hold it in and pretend that all was ok. I was a total master at it but it was killing me inside. I got so good at pretending that my life became a pretence....I ended up feeling nothing, no joy, sadness, peace or anything...i became like a zombie, just going through the motions.
Today I just let myself be sad. Tonight, I will add Kim to my list of people whose life I celebrate along with my own with my daily champagne. I have a glass of champagne every single day and I celebrate my day and my life and all those that touched my life along the way who are no longer with us or who I know need my thoughts.
It certainly put into perspective the challenges I face in life are pretty minor in comparison and certainly not in the same league as what my friends are facing right now.
I will set to work to raise money for their beautiful family, its one way to help.