Open Eyes

Yeah, It's Monday and I obviously took the weekend off from blogging, or anything internet really. It was a quiet weekend, hung out with family and friends and did some stuff around the house... nothing big. I was sitting here getting a little overwhelmed with some thoughts running arpund in my head since yesterday and I thought to myself that instead of just stewing over things, I should come here and blog my way to positivity. I can't create what I want by focusing on what is happening right now, but I have a hard time not trying to fix it in my head. Like a puzzle kind of, working it over and over. And I am afraid that if I live in the "Charlaineaverse" (what I call my special positivity bubble) I am just ignoring issues and they will just get bigger. I know that Abraham says the opposite, but everyone around me and in my life just accuses me of not seeing reality and not being able to deal with real issues. It's almost like it would be easier to stay focused if I was alone, but that's not what I want either. Some days it just seems so much easier to stay focused on the good stuff and some days it is hard not to wallow in the murkiness of everyday life.