The last 2 days have flown by. I ended up feeling even worse when I woke up yesterday and called in sick. Today wasn't much better so I spent all day curled up under th covers watching TV, just as I did yesterday. I didn't have enough will power to go to the store to pick up some meds, orange juice, tissues and soup, but have had enough tissues and food, so I've been OK. Also, there was a big windstorm today making it lsess appealing to go anywhere.
I admit that its times like this I wish he wasn't so immature and was talking to me (its been a week) and I would feel cared for. However, its obvious he cares more about himself than anyone else, and I'm beginning to accept that and recognize him for what he is.
I spoke to my parents today and they were really sweet and caring. I am grateful to have such caring and wonderful parents. My sister also called to check up on me after hearing I was under the weather and I am grateful to have her love and support. I'm so lucky to have such a fantastic family - I can't imagine it any other way and never want to.
I am focusing on all the positive things in my life and am envisioning my ideal outcome to my life. I can't wait for my future to unfold....
Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well and enjoying their future unfolding!