The 100 Day Reality Challenge

Days 16 to 19 of 100, Season 3 - Days flying by...

Hi Freinds! I could have sworn it had only been 2 days since last posted a blog but its been 4! Where did the time go??

Well, I hardly remember Thursday. I went to work and then home. In the evening I went to "his" place and we had some microwave dinners and relaxed in front of the TV.

Friday I was in training at work until 3pm, after which I came home and relaxed. In the evening "he" came by and we had dinner and had an early night.

Saturday was fine, but not too productive. "He" and I went for brunch and then a few of his friends joined us so we spent a good part of the afternoon just chatting. Then I came home and cleaned my kitchen up - I did a proper scrub of everything in my kitchen. In the evening, I went to "his" place and we went for Thai food then met up with a few friends at a couple of bars downtown. It was relaxing and fun.

Today, "he" and I went for some lovely Chinese food for lunch and "he" came with me to drop off the snaps at my designer's house. Since then I've been cleaning my entire apartment and doing laundry for the rest of the afternoon. I even managed to do some paperwork and get organized. The day went by too fast and its already past midnight!

I will start back at the gym tomorrow and I'm looking forward to feeling slim and fit again! Its been almost 3 weeks since I have been to the gym, thanks to getting sick.

I also feel quite inspired to seek funding for my business and will begin searching for women and minority grants for start-ups.

Despite all the time we're spending together, "he" hasn't been too nice to me, primarily being moody and making snide comments. I pointed it out a couple of times and he tried to stop doing it. He has changed so much from the person I first met. He used to be positive and sensitive, and now he's much the opposite and blames me for it. He blames me for a lot, but that is a sign of his lack of awareness and maturity.

I feel pure happiness around the corner for me. I sense change coming my way. I can taste the success I will experience. I am so loving life right now because I can feel all this positivity that is coming to me so clearly that I feel I already have it! I'm in the flow and everything I have envisioned and intended is manifesting so quickly!

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Comment by Zara on October 20, 2008 at 9:32am
Hi PJ, I love your life style! I haven't had a Thai for ages and I plan to go for a Thai meal with my partner on Wednesday for his birthday.
Reading about all that cleaning your doing makes me want to do scrub my kitchen from top to bottom. It feels so good to have everything clean and organised.
I agree with Lori, you deserve someone as positive as you are. I know this is your journey and things are supposed to happen for a reason but I would love to hear that your being apreciated much more than you are. You deserve the best relationship now:)
Comment by lorijovest on October 20, 2008 at 5:54am
Hi PJ - I frequently read your postings as you've got such a lively and unique style. I must admit, I'm very curious as to why you refer to the male person in your life as "he" instead of as your boyfriend or partner. Also, as a woman in her mid-forties who has "been there/done that", I have to ask that you please don't settle for someone who is struggling to even be nice to you. It will not get better, it will get worse. Your positive chi just radiates off of the page and I know there are other men who would revel in it and in you! Hugs, Lori

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