The 100 Day Reality Challenge


Recently I had my first oracle reading and the last card drawn was BAST!

"5th Card - Bast - Independant - "Your independence is a foundation for your strength and success."

Message from Bast: "Like the cat, you're fiercely independent, yet you need affection and playful companions. Now is the time to balance your social interactions with solitude. While you may ask others for their opinions, ultimately you must make your own decisions. Your freedom and independence are top priorities, so ensure that these characteristics are nurtured." "

We often forget that everyday life can be chains that ties us down. Those invisible chains can be simple thoughts or actions, habits that we have lived with everyday since our minds have allowed us to go back and remember. What did I manifest today? My will power.

"You,I, left it back in 2001 when you, I, mustard up the last little bit you, I, could remember to leave your, my, now exhusband. " These words hit me like a country house landing on top of a lonely lady from the west in the land of OZ. "How could that be? I am so indepentant, so free spirited " I whispered in my heavenly scented room of meditation this morning. How could I be with out will power, I flow with the flow. "Do YOU really? Or do you peddle twice as hard to keep up the appearence of floating along? Your strength lays in your freedom and independence." I sat there soaking wet from sweat and dumbfounded by myself talking to myself . Reminded of a time where I once did that everyday when I was the latch key kid all of 8 years old taking care of my babysister who was 2. "Tami, you got to WILL it good!" I would tell myself everyday. "WILL it good!" I shouted as my daughter tapped my sholder "Mommy are you okay?" "Yes baby I am fine!" I said rather sad to my surprise. "You are crying mommy, you sure?" she questioning as I stood up to view one of the many mirrors in that room. I was crying, sobbing and I had no clue. I let go of the need to flow and I forgive me! Those thoughts washed through my mind as many times as Oprah is wealthy! " I let go of the need to flow and I forgive me!" I smiled at myself in the mirror and then said "WOW that is beautiful!"

As fairytale as this may seem it happend to me this morning and I was reminded of BAST. BAST, the egyptian goddess , so fierce yet so loving. I realize today that I truly can WILL it so and so it WILL be.
I do have the power of will. My will power surrounded me today. I willed not to get overwhlemed as people were escorted out of my building while being asked never to return and there I sat in peaceful thought. I willed to be on time to get my daughter, even after an extremely long reorg meeting, I was 2 mins early. I willed that I make a nice meal before I begin my seven day fast at 10:21 this evening and I made a veggie pizza that some might cry for. I will it so and so it will be!!! I am independent and free to manifest my DEEPEST DESIRES!!

I have not made huge changes in my life or found a new religion. The only change I've made recently was joining the 100 day challenge. I follow the wonderful manifestations, watch the beautiful videos, read the books mentioned and now read the wordy blogs!

THERE IS STRENGTH IN SELF but even more strength can be found in GROUPS!!!

Thank you to everyone!!!

Love is...
TL

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Comment by Tamika LaShelle on February 28, 2008 at 12:38pm
Why thanks there DJ!! i appreciaate your time and comments!

Love is...
TL
Comment by DJ on February 28, 2008 at 11:05am
I came to your blog looking for a nature girl and found ...a super spirit. What a great blog, love your writing style. Your energy is awesome.
Comment by Tamika LaShelle on February 26, 2008 at 10:11pm
Viia,

OH thanks so much!!! I try to say what I mean as often as possible.

Please do get the publisher's name to me as ONE of my 100 day goals is to decide to self publish or get an agent for my inspirational affirmation quote book.

Love is...
TL
Comment by Ana on February 21, 2008 at 7:20pm
WOW!! You inspired me....so much hope to be your friend. Kisses Ana
Comment by Tamika LaShelle on February 21, 2008 at 6:49pm
TY love!!! I appreciate your support.

Love is...
TL
Comment by Vanessa Kennedy (ColoursChanging) on February 21, 2008 at 6:36pm
WOW TAMIKA. What a powerful blog. You freaking GO GIRL!
Comment by Tamara Rasheed on February 20, 2008 at 10:27pm
WOW!! That just gave me chills! You go, wit you bad self!

Have you heard of The Book Race? www.TheBookRace.com check it out, I am striving to be a part of that this year.

T
Comment by Tamika LaShelle on February 20, 2008 at 10:25pm
Work it out!!! Work it out!!!

I have a financial quote and affirmation book coming out soon. One of my goals it to make the decision of self publishing or getting an agent. Funny how some of us are so closely running side by side.

Love is...
TL
Comment by Tamara Rasheed on February 20, 2008 at 10:15pm
I used to go to cafes and participate in spoken word, I have been published when I was younger as well. I just need to ask the universe to help me create time and reorganize my life.
Comment by Tamika LaShelle on February 20, 2008 at 10:13pm
Aww ty!!! I say write it out! Just get it down on paper eventually it will have a style all its own.


Love is...
TL

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