THE UNKNOWN
So now I sit here wondering what tomorrow will bring. I have thought about this day for so long. I find it extremley amazing that I was able to live with the knowledge that I was sick and not getting any better for well over a year and not tell a soul. I believed it was untrue at times, othertimes I would lie awake in bed at night and have an overwhelming feeling of panic, like I needed to fix this, not only for myself but for my 9 year old daughter as well. However, I would wake in the morning and get ready for work and help Chloe get ready for school and forget all about what was eating away at my insides. I did not have time to be sick! I could not be sick, what would happen to my daughter. Her father has always been their finacially, however, never emotionally. Thier relationship has been a roller coaster. He has been in and out of her life. Sometimes we wouldnt even know where he was for 2 to 3 months. I find out tomorrow, what fate has in store, again, I just want to stick my head in the sand.
Diana
Diana
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Comment by Susan on June 8, 2008 at 7:14am -
Hi. YOu don't seem to have added anything and I am worried for you. You may have decided to duck out of this with your worries? Please let us all know how you are.
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Comment by Joni on April 29, 2008 at 5:47pm -
OK, girl, check in! I'm sending positive thoughts your way. I work for a very dynamic chiropractor who does energetic healing and have witnessed miracles! THere is always help out there.
As far as your daughter and her father, unfortunately, that is part of her path in life that you have little control over. My daughters have the same kind of fahter.....never there! I had to just let it go and surround them with as much love as I possibly could so that they did not feel "lack". They will deal with it in their own way.
HUGS!!!!!
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Comment by Yolanda on April 23, 2008 at 11:43am -
Diana keep us posted. In the meantime, I would like to recommend the Louise Hay's book, "You can heal your life" I saw a DVD about the book and totally enjoyed it. Perhaps it will give you some good insight.
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Comment by Diana Kane on April 23, 2008 at 8:24am -
Belle,
Thank you for your positive thoughts, I go in at 10:00 a.m. this morning. I am nervous but in a way relieved to finally know what exactly I am facing. I feel strong.
Thanks again,
Diana
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Comment by Belle on April 23, 2008 at 12:59am -
I hope your results come out ok tomorrow. Im sending positive thoughts your way.
Hugs.
Belle
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