Sooo.. today the bliss continues for me. I can not think of a time in my life when I have been so happy. I have been doing affirmations alot about learning to love myself and to really get into my heart that I am deserving of all the good that has been coming to me.
Have you ever thought about the things our minds were fed as children? I, in particular, was raised in a home that we went to church all the time and most of what was taught was all about hell and all the things we were not supposed to feel and or want.
. And while I am grateful for the experience and the foundation of morals and doing the right things, it has had my mind warped into thinking that, " God blesses you and you are not even worthy" or how about, "The more you suffer and endure, the more God loves you" ? I'm not bashing church or anything but I just wish that I was introduced into the "feeling good" concepts of life sooner. I can remember singing songs like, " I'm coming up the rough side of the mountain .... I"m doing my best to make it"..
Now, I am always aware of what I am thinking about whether it is a song, reading materials or anything that enters my thoughts that are not a positive affirmations of making that mountain move instead of climbing it!
I no longer believe that ANYONE should have to suffer to please God/Universe/Source.
That little girl who was put in a corner has now stood up and announced that I will dance when I want, hum and sing off key, eat ice cream for breakfast and dream a big dream ...... just because I want to and it feels sooo GOOD!