I apologize for my lack of participation these past few days. So much has been going on in the "real world" and I'm still trying to process everything.
The manifestations are HUGE. I'm still trying to wrap my head around it, and am constantly reminding myself to stop questioning HOW it all came to be and just to ACCEPT and ENJOY it! I'm at a point right now where I can't even articulate what it is I'm thinking or feeling - it's all too big still. Hopefully in a few days, this high will wear off and my brain will slow down.
I broke my silence to pretty well my entire city on Tuesday. The news segment aired THREE different times, not only was coverage from the rally featured on the online newspaper-it was on the SECOND PAGE of the physical copy, I was on the radio at least once (I missed it, Alex caught it) and there's a write-up on their site and I was asked to do a write up about the rally for the newsletter that is put out by the Women's Centre at the local university. Apparently I'm also featured under the 'Community Involvement' section of the meeting minutes for the sexual assault crisis centre my step-mother works at - in a totally different city! All of this media coverage boosted my self-esteem and any thoughts that I had of "I'm one person..I can't change shit!" were quickly washed away. I was volunteering for a non-profit organization that isn't even based in my country on Tuesday! I'm not part of any organization in this field and yet I was able to get 14 people to brave the freezing cold for an hour and generate all this media coverage. ME.
I feel so strongly that I have found my life path, and having that kind of realization was not something I was prepared for AT ALL - who is though, right?
So I apologize if I'm not participating as much this week. I really need a few days to let the adrenaline wear off and try to make sense of everything.
Until then..keep on manifesting and ROCKING!