The last couple of days have been really difficult. I found a lump in my breast on Friday. I totally tortured myself over the weekend about it and pretty much decided what would happen if any result was positive. Told my husband on Sunday night and tomorrow have the appointment for a mammogram, ultrasound etc. Its not the first time, so I'm not as concerned as the last time it happened, but this time I have asked my husband not to come with me. My grandmother had breast cancer at the same age, and lived until she was 99, so I am pretty positive about it all. Doesn't mean I am not as scared as hell. Today I am manifesting that tomorrow will go really well and I just have a benign cyst...I am so glad we live where we do...we have great hospitals with new facilities and specialists..oh and no waiting, or at least not too long for an appointment. Its times like these that I don't mind that we have nearly the highest taxes in the world.
On a positive note, I got a beautiful new camera for mother's day....one which has sound with video, so I can start being more transportable in my videos which will be so cool. I promise to show you more of days in the life of our household.
Oh and only 2 weeks today until we can start to move into our new house!!! So much to do and so little time!!
Please send me positive thoughts for tomorrow, I need all the help I can get to manifest a healthy body.