The 100 Day Reality Challenge

THIS IS DAY 7 FOR ME OF THE 100 DAY REALITY CHALLENGE, AND I FEEL LIKE AN EXCORCISM HAS BEEN PERFORMED ON MY MIND!! I REALIZE MORE EACH DAY HOW LITTLE I THOUGHT OF MYSELF, AND JUST HOW MUCH THAT WAS HOLDING ME BACK. HOW CAN YOU LIVE EVERY DAY FOR 37 YEARS AND HAVE NO IDEA WHATSOEVER WHO YOU ARE????? THAT ASTONISHES ME EACH TIME I THINK ABOUT IT, WHICH, BY THE WAY, IS CONSTANTLY NOW!!! NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS DID I THINK I HAD THE POTENTIAL TO BECOME THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT I VIEW LILOU, SUE, JAYE, LAURA, AND SO MANY MORE OF YOU TO BE. (AND THAT IS AN UTMOST COMPLIMENT, BY THE WAY!!!!)

MY MOTHER HAS ALWAYS TOLD ME THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IN A RUT AND A GRAVE IS A FEW FEET. THAT NEVER MEANT AS MUCH TO ME AS IT DOES NOW. THERE IS A BOOK THAT MY MOTHER BOUGHT ME WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER CALLED, "IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU'RE GOING, THEN YOU'RE PROBABLY GOING SOMEWHERE ELSE!" (OR SOMETHING CLOSE TO THAT!! THAT WAS 20 YEARS AGO!!) UNFORTUNATELY, I USED THAT BOOK FOR A COASTER!!

YOU KNOW, IT IS SO CRAZY THAT WE OVER-COMPLICATE VERY SIMPLE THINGS!! I GUESS I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE TYPE OF PERSON TO WALK TWENTY MILES TO CROSS THE STREET!! LOL
I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH A GREAT MIND, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A VERY GOOD AND TRUE FRIEND, I AM A GOOD MOTHER, I AM A FAITHFUL AND LOVING SPOUSE, AND I'M A VERY SPIRITUAL CHILD OF GOD. IT JUST STANDS TO REASON THAT I SHOULD START HOLDING MY HEAD UP HIGH, REALIZING THAT I AM WORTHY, I AM GOOD, I DO DESERVE GREAT THINGS, I CAN GET WHAT I WORK FOR, AND I CAN TRULY BELIEVE IN MYSELF.

WITH THAT SAID, I ALREADY EXPECT GREAT THINGS FOR ME AND MY FAMILY, AND I'M SOOOO ENJOYING THE FRIENDSHIPS THAT I'VE MADE HERE... THANK YOU ALL FOR HELPING ME TO FIND ME!!!!!

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Comment by DJ on February 24, 2008 at 9:07pm
Sandy, Looking so forward to getting to know you. Such a wonderful journey we're all on together. I'm learning so much just by reading the comments people post. What a great site with so many bells and whistles. Didn't know there was a PM (thanks, Marisa). That book sounds very interesting (sadly the story of my life) will have to check it out. Take care,
DJ

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