I found myself rushing around a lot yesterday. There just seemed to be so much to do, and so little time to do it, especially since I wanted to go dancing that night. I stopped myself finally and asked myself why I wasn't happy. With the help of my wonderful g/f, I realized the things I was rushing to get out of the way were my life! I needed to be more present, to do them more fully, and to loose the mentality of: 'I need to hurry and get these things done so that I can have fun later.' Maybe I don't need a TV show or some other distraction in my life, if I can just enjoy what's in front of me right now.