I first heard about 100 days about 4 years ago. I signed up and did a fantastic first season. I left 100 days about a year later after another 2 seasons I believe but I wasn't very into them, and I created little at that time. My last correspondence here was 2 months before my brother passed, that was 2 1/2 years ago.
I'm here again because I have had enough of nothing happening in my life. !!! When my brother passed everything stopped. Everything. Especially the massive creation wave I had been riding for some time. I am definitely out of the tough grief stage, and things have gotten back to normal in my life in every way except deliberate creation.
Over the last several months there have been heavy signs that not only am I not going any place positive, but I'm actually heading into a pretty negative place. I want out, and now! This summer I was hit with a threesome of scary health problems. It wasn't just that I had gianed 30 lbs in 2 weeks, or that I had such terrible stomach pain and reflux that I couldn't eat, or that I had incredibly intense neck pain, but I had a plethora of complaints that were less severe but taking over every system, every area, of my body. I was sick all over and noone knew why. Around that time I also begin a trip into financial starvation. During seasonal lay-offs things got a little too tight so I took out a payday loan. Once school started up my son decided to stay home and do distance education which created unexpected expenses and the cat became ill, so on top of paying back the payday loan I was in debt even further. Come December and financially things are out of control. I now have 4 payday loans out, and have recently been told my work hours are being reduced. Add onto the pile my son is not coping well with his new educational choice and we're fighting like cats and dogs every day over it.
I'm desperate for a change! I hope that 100 days will give me the focus needed to be financial free, have a happy, relaxed relationship with my son, and return me to good health.