2008 was pure disaster for me. Well, no wonder, I was completely out of touch with myself for the better of the year. I knew what was happening, and I knew how to make it stop, but instead I let myself bounce around like some ping pong ball. No clear goals, no direction, no focus ... no wonder everything that could have gone wrong went wrong.
Well, that is all over now, and in the past. I'm closing that ugly chapter for good and forever.
I AM in control and I will direct my life from here on out. No more just letting things happen to me and feeling sorry for myself.
This is MY life and only I have the power to make it what I want it to be. The Law of Attraction is going to work for me to turn things around and get back on the right path and get the things that I want, and deserve.
Season 1 for me will be all about reinventing myself.
1. I refuse to be a doormat any longer and will put my needs, and my desires, first for a change. To that end, I will say "NO" whenever appropriate and I will NOT feel guilty about it.
2. I've gained weight, gotten out of shape, generally let myself go and I've been feeling awfully disgusted with myself. I cannot hope to attract positive things if I feel so negative about myself. Therefore, I will be very proactive in changing the way I look (and hence, the way I feel) about myself. That means healthier food choices, exercise, meditation and well-deserved ME time as a way of life, not just whenever I have a little time because I'm too busy making everyone else happy.
3. My finances are a total and seemingly hopeless mess - and that is putting it mildly. To that end, I have already made some progress in that I've stopped doing what I was doing - spinning my wheels, working my behind off and getting nowhere in sales. I've already stopped the sales because it was just counter-productive and eating away at me. The universe has, in fact, shown me two other opportunities and so far, I've dabbled in both. But, since I have not had my head screwed on straight, and have been sorely lacking in self-confidence, I haven't done much with these Golden Opportunities. So, in this New Year, I will explore these opportunities to the fullest, knowing that the Universe has shown them to me for a reason.
I will stop the self-doubt and the self-loathing and turn this all around and FAST. Because the sooner I get back on tract, the sooner I will start attracting all of the GOOD things life has to offer. And, that is a FACT!