Hi folks, Wow what a strange few days. I found myself in a situation where I felt bullied and a bit abused actually, however this was done with smiles and banter. I came away feeling shocked and a bit stunned. Also disappointed and generally quite confused. I still don't know what to do with this, but it might turn out to be a deal breaker. I think I'm going to have to move out of that situation, as staying in it is like an affirmation that I don't deserve respect.
'Deal breakers' have also been on my mind over the weekend. I relaxed with some friends and realised on Monday that I actually gained FIVE pounds over the weekend. I can barely fit into my jeans any more and noticing the way that looks (and feels, not good for the tummy!) has been a deal breaker for me. No 'ifs', no 'buts' (except my large one), just time to gently get on with losing some weight without fuss or drama. At the weekend a friend of mine said he thought I was making the weight loss into a mountain when it is really a lot of little choices. I didn't like what he had to say, it was challenging and I felt quite defensive. Yet, today I did just get off the bus one stop early and went for a 20 minute walk.
Like the last 100 day challenge I did it seems a lot of change is coming my way...