Today is my day 100!! WHOOOO HOOOOO!!!!
Boy do I feel relieved. I have actually grown tired of challenging myself to achieve intentions when my intentions have been so in the flow and synchronous! It's been really great creating intentions and manifesting them!
First, let's talk about my intentions:
1. Create a close circle of friends who are Indigos that I can connect with in person.
I have made 3 friends this season that I have grown really close to on this intuitive, indigo level. Clarissa, Gary and Di! They are all indigos, Empaths and Intuitives! I feel like I have a family connection with them. I met Gary and Di in the BDSM social groups, and I met Clarissa on CCOR about 3 years ago and we have become very close friends since.
2. Take vocal lessons.
I started my first vocal lesson last Friday!! I am a Mezzo-soprano singer and I have a range of an octave and a half! I'm so excited!!
3. Begin my journey into public speaking
- 1 free speaking engagement per week
- Join a local Toastmaster's club
- Create my introduction and outline for a 1 hour speech
- Create my media marketing packet for public speaking
- Create course and book to sell
This has been an interesting intention. This intention was one that carried over from last season, and didn't quite match with my purpose of living an easy and satisfactory life - it had me looking more like a dressed business woman lol. My desire is to be down-to-Earth and connect on a spiritual, human level. I expressed my desire to want to teach workshops and lead scenes in the BDSM social meetings where I am lifestyle Domination/ submission, and I have found some people who want to teach me so that I can do that. I am pretty excited!
I got professional pictures taken by my friend Di for my media marketing packet, I don't think i will be creating a course and book to sell, and I won't be joining a local Toastmaster's club. I did visit one last season and it was fun, but it isn't what I want to do.
I haven't created an introduction and outline for a 1 hour speech, but I can imagine myself doing a 1 hour presentation, so that's pretty cool!
This season, my theme has been living according to my true nature. My true nature is easy going, comfortable, stress free, fun, playful, self honest, loving and compassionate, free, spiritual, and I am still learning other things about who I am. I am listening to my intuition on a tremendous level, and it has protected me PROFOUNDLY!
I am feeling like a child in many ways. I am feeling new, and awake, absorbent, sponge-like. I am feeling eager, and loved by my friends, and wanting to find an intuitive, empathic, and indigo man to spend the rest of my life with. I am realizing that this is the missing piece that I have been looking for. That link of understanding that I have with my friends - I need with my Dominant.
So, I've learned a lot of things in Season 10. I've learned that life isn't a challenge, it is a flow, a coasting, a floating thing that you ride and enjoy. So, I am riding it, and I am enjoying it without needing to challenge myself to do so. I believe the hardest part was realizing that life is floating, so I am floating to. lol