DAY 14 SEASON 2 - Life is a mirror

At the moment I am having big realisations about the world. I have known this stuff for a while, but im only just starting to "get it"

Realisations about the world
I create in every minute by telling the Universe who I am
Every thought, word, action, creates
As I declare who I am the Universe listens and creates a physical representation of it
The Universe is a mirror of me
I declare who I am and the world reflects that back for me to see
As I say “I am...” the Universe draws to me experiences, people, things that match that
Everything in the world is a symbol. It is a symbolic representation and manifestation of my thoughts and beliefs
If I say “I am love...” I will start to see physical representations of that eg: people will show me love, I will see things in my life that make me feel love, I will experience things that bring me feelings of being in love.
If I say “I am joy...” I will start to see more things in my life that mirror that back to me eg: I will have interactions with people that bring me joy, I will attract experiences that bring me joy and I will allow myself to do things that bring me joy
The outside world is just confirmation of the inside. It helps us see who we are being.
The Universe mirrors back to you who you believe you are.
For some reason, at the moment, I do not feel deserving of love and joy. That is why there is not much out in the world mirroring those feelings to me at the moment!

It is pointless to try to change the outer world to make me happy
What time and energy I have wasted trying to control and manipulate the outer world!
I did some EFT tapping on food last night. I am in a bit of a habit of overeating and I am working at tracing it back to an emotional cause, rather than just trying to control what I eat and how much I exercise. I realized that I eat as a way of loving and nourishing myself and I overeat generally when I am alone, as it is a way to connect with myself. But, it is also a tool to keep me away from people because when I feel bloated I do not want to go out and see people. I have a beleif that tells me I am only lovable when I look a certain way. When I want to close off from people I eat in a certain way to keep myself protected
So, I am working on releasing those painful feelings of not being loved as a child and healing them. I want to be free of my addictions to food, sugar, caffeine and also to my need to cut off from over people and recluse. Those are 2 big things for me to work on at the moment.

I am cleaning up my inner mess!
Yep, this is what I am doing!
I am meditating, using EFT, visualizing, studying principles, connecting with my higher self, following my intuition, doing yoga, practicing self love
I am cleaning up my inner world
I want to look around at my world and be able to see how everything in it is a symbolic reflection or representation of something inside me – perhaps it is a belief, an emotion, a thought pattern, a memory, a habitual way of being etc…
I want to be the observer who can sit outside myself and watch. This is my soul. It is detached.
I can watch the movie of my life and see what is going on
What do I want to change?
What things are being reflected in my outer world that I do not like?
What is the inner cause of these?
What things do I want to see in my outer world that are not there as yet?
What inner changes do I need to do to have this reflected back?
Who do I need to be? How do I need to think? How do I need to see the world in order have these physical things reflected in my world?

This is how I create. I understand it now!

Love and Light, Connie xxx