I'm feeling incredibly stuck and frustrated at the moment but I'm trying to remember to welcome this because I know that frustration precedes breakthrough.....looking forward to THAT!!
I am attracting people back into my life that I know will help me in a big way.....One is a friend / mentor who is so busy and has created a ridiculous amount of success and she has basically volunteered to spend time with me and kick my butt into action. I shared with her that I've been stalled by a massive dose of perfectionism that is creating paralysis around getting ANYTHING done!! I'm meeting with her next week and I can't wait, I know she will be a huge help and get me moving in the right direction again.
I feel a little like I'm stuck on the edge of a cliff and know I need to jump and can't make myself do it, she will give me a good hard shove over the edge and it's exactly what I need right now!
The other is a highly successful business author, he helped guide me through writing my first book and I've let him know I'm stuck with the direction for the 2nd one...again I know he will be able to give me the shove I need to get the ball rolling again.
I have someone working on the cover design as we speak so something is happening there, once I have some clarification about direction I'm committing to 1000 works a day for 30 days. I've already got 15,000 words written!!
There is an overwhelming sense that I'm standing in my own way right now and I can't tell you how frustrating that is!!!
My website is still being built, I have had to hire someone else and this in itself is frustrating but I'm not getting myself worked up about it, I've done this too many times before and I know this is all part of the process. I know I'll be happy once the thing is completed.
I have this week of classes and I'm enjoying my nights at home, this could be too easy to get used to!