Day 22 - tough - but hopefully there is some light at the end of the tunnel

Wow, been a fairly intense day on the emotional scale. I blame the planets. But seriously, regardless of whether it is down to the Mercury retrograde, a lot of us are being shaken up at times, to prepare us for change. 

The thing that's been the main challenge for me all year is trying to resolve the things that are blocking me from giving and receiving love. I have been 'challenged' today by one particular thing where I feel life has been unfair on me - finding it hard to take the initiative when men are 'supposed' to be the pursuers in the dating game, wishing it wasn't this way, and I probably have less natural assertiveness than a lot of women. This issue is probably more of a block than I realised. My ego doesn't want to let it go so there might be a bit of resistance to overcome. Of course, there are other factors as to why love has been such a struggle for me. I need to do some work on my sacral chakra. 

The fact that I am ready to face and deal with things that I wasn't previously, is a sign that things are progressing. I had another feather appear on my bed today, one of many that have appeared in my room over the last few months that I have definitely not brought in the house, it can't be a coincidence. I believe the angels are here to help me also. It is hard to find help at times, and probably more so if you're a man, even though I am a lot more open with these kinds of things than a lot of men, I have carried burdens on my own which probably weren't that healthy to carry. But I am glad I have my spiritual beliefs. I am also glad for the amount of positive, inspirational stuff that appears on Facebook, often quite timely. 

Anyway hope tomorrow is a bit calmer. 

Blessings x