I was faced yet again with a challenge this week. I think I have already spoken about how scared I am of relationships. If something is going good, I just have this fear I am going to ruin it and I try and run away from it completely. My fear is a result of some unpleasant experiences that happened during my childhood and some bad relationships as an adult too. So, I know its not a simple question but how how how do you get over all this? How do you get to believe that your are worthy of all good things in life. Are you ever done with the healing process in life? Is there ever a moment when you feel ok I am done with this? I am ready to move on!
I know all questions will lead to this: LOVE YOURSELF. I get distracted time and again. But I think its time I make peace with certain things in my life and set myself free! We got one life, I want to live it to the fullest! Make the most of what I have....be able to really love the ones I really love! LOVE MYSELF...LOVE MY WORK....LOVE EVERY CHOICE I HAVE EVER MADE OR WILL MAKE....
Apart from this huge challenge, I have set yet another challenge for myself: GET FIT! TONE UP! 6 weeks...6 weeks. essentially a 60 day challenge you could say....I am going to break this into 15 days and splurge (eating wise) once in 15 days. I am dead serious this time!
However, advise on my first query most welcome...
Love you co-creators!