Hello All...so, day 4 of my second season, I joined the open heart season because I really need to let go of some control and open my heart to receive what The Universe has to offer me. I was interviewed by Lilou today, and she is such an inspiration! I am so thankful that I am on this community with like-minded people trying to not only better themselves, but their environment! I agreed that I would start video blogging, something I have not done in the past, so next week I will start vlogging??? Is that how you say it? I have to get a new camera; I borrowed my son's for the Skype interview, and now he needs it back for his PS3... I'm cutting into his summer fun you know :-)
So, during the interview I had this a-ha moment when I was talking about my employment situation, lost my job a couple of months ago and had been working a temp job, which has ended. When I was talking with Lilou I realized that the past few jobs I had were not because I was passionate about the work, but I applied to them for the salary. It wasn't as if the pay was great, I looked at the amount and thought to myself, yes...that will be enough to cover my bills (but not much else). The job that I was let go from, for missing my sales quota by one sale, was one of those jobs where the pay looked good, I really pushed to be interviewed, and even though during the face-to-face interview there was something that didn't feel right, I still pushed to get that job. Needless to say I was miserable, and I am thankful that I did lose that job; I can't imagine what a mess I would be if I was still there. I was making myself sick because it was not where I was supposed to be. I am now putting out to The Universe, the type of job, the people I want to work with, my environment etc.
I want a career, not just a job...I am now only applying to positions that I know I can thrive professionally, creatively, and I can utilize my Communications degree...I worked hard for that thing, I WANT to use it!
So next week...video blogs, and I will work on manifesting my dream career!
Hope everyone has a GREAT day!!!