Day 41 - Sept 9 - Back to My Life

I have been on a long holiday so not able to write at all during that time. I am back however and this would be considered Day ___.

I had hoped that over the long holiday, a major revelation would come to me about what I would do next. I really want to feel passionate about what I do and I want to make money. Can those two things come together? Of course they can, but how how how? I am going to continue this blog with letting it all pour out.

What I did come to realize about where my passion lies.

1. Exciting, provocative, new, creative theatrical or film projects. I saw a play in New Work while I was there called “Sleep No More”. It was the most amazing piece of theatre I have ever seen! And only could one see this kind of theatre in New York. It had already been playing for a few years I think and it continued to expand its footprint. Taking place on 5 floors in an old renovated building in the Meat Packing district of NY, they expanding to include a rooftop restaurant, a cabaret and some nights 3 shows a night. On top of all this expansion the show as INCREDIBLE. Now that is the kind of show I want to be part of. I could not stop talking or thinking about it for days and even as I write this 3 weeks later, I am blown over.
2. I am passionate about talking about the LAW OF ATTRACTION. I love to meet people that want to talk and throw ideas around. I have read Seth and Abraham extensively. I have practised LOA for 6 years, it is my new lifestyle. Yes I get discourage, like now, and impatience for things to happen fast, but I know this is my path. I have a great insight about the subject as I have worked and continue to work on myself around LOA constantly.
3. SEX and Relationships. My partner and I have been experimenting for years in this area as well. We have tons of experience and knowledge. We are not afraid to enter new waters testing and experimenting. We give workshops and personal advice to singles and couples. I am passionate about the subject and I strongly and truly believe that expressing yourself as you truly desire sexually as an individual is the greatest gift you can give yourself.  

I want to combine these passions into my work. I am actually doing some of this work right now, I have been doing this work for the past numbers of years and I want to continue moving forward with the work I am doing. My main hurtle has been to create financial abundance for myself. Up until now it has not been a problem. My husband and I made a large amount of money on selling our home. We have spent the past 5 years living off that money and we continue to do so. Yes I have supplemented with some work but mainly it has not paid off yet. I really want it to. I know it can. We need to create this abundance NOW. The money is getting lower and I want to keep the flow as it has been going. I have been happy and living a wonderful and exciting life all based around LOA. Why is it that financial abundance is the hardest, or is it?? I guess we were financially abundant a number of years ago which has carried us through until now.

I can do it again, I know it. I am scared. I want to keep moving forward but will this carry us to where we need to go!?! Of course it will, but I am scared. Plus I have these passions as I mentioned above but what do I do with them?!? All I can think is to do the following and at the same time know that it is all going to be OK.

1. One step at a time
2. Keep moving forward
3. Love what you do and do what you love
4. Know and truly truly truly know it is going to be OK
5. Keep working on YOU, letting go of your fears, insecurities, negative beliefs

Moving forward...