Day 43 !! Random thoughts/ questions

Just an extra bit to my blog, I am going to exercise tonight and have another go at the meditation as the house is really quiet. I have journalled over the last few days as I have not been able to get on here. it is just soo nice to be back , it really does keep you motivated. I just feel really blessed at the moment, It is not like I've manifested loads and loads of stuff, it just feels as if is is my best season by far, I can't really explain why. There is still stuff to do at work, maintaining a more positive attitude, not getting drawn into drama or gossip. I love my job, but the politics of the organisation I work for is a hassle sometimes. I fell suited to the job I do ( health care ) but sometimes feel something is missing. how do you know when it is time to change??? Was reading A New Earth last night, talking about the pain body and ego which I found really spoke to me. sorry, Just questioning tonight, so what I am writing is really random stuff and not really making sense. just want to feel more fullfilled, I suppose thats why we are all here, right?? anyway will chat when I'm not soo tired. Love and blessings to everyone GNGB xxxTaraxxx