I just wanted to pop-in really quickly to let you know that I got a very direct reminder of the LOA today.
Things have been extremely emotional for me lately. I've been trying (and mostly succeeding) to get on and enjoy life. I just got back from a lovely 10-day vacation visiting a best friend in Toronto. However, the heartbreak kept creeping in and I fought hard to keep my emotions at bay many-a-time during my break. To top it off, I have been having very vivid dreams about "him" (usually nice ones) and I wake up feeling so hurt and upset about the fact that we are broken up. This has been really tough for me because I feel my subconscious won't let go of "him" even though my conscious is trying to.
I felt the weight of my emotions and depression kick-in when I got back into my real-life this morning. I thought maybe I've undone all the work I've done to try to let go because I felt so low....
After I got into work, I paused for a moment and thought "Please let something wonderful happen to me today! I'm so excited about it happening." Not asking for anything in particular but just wanting something unexpected to happen to cheer me up.
Not long after, my phone rang and it was a florist telling me she was delivering flowers to my house and confirming my address. I'm pretty sure they are from my friend in Toronto (as she asked me to confirm she had my correct address before I left) to cheer me up and am so grateful for the lovely surprise.
Just as I started writing this blog post, I noticed a beautiful little yellow bird outside my window. I got a little closer to look at it stuck around and glanced a little at me too before it flew off. I don't know if that's a sign too, but I'd like to think so since I've never seen that type of bird, let alone up close.
Anyway, just thought I'd share something positive - I hope you all are well and have joyous hearts!